Please tell us more about it. I recently had about 180ug and smoking a bowl during the come up turned it into a unpleasant trip. Not a bad trip, just not as clear and happy as usual with Al-lad.
I try to remember it because it happened a few years ago. It's all there but I have to dig it up.
It was one of the most meaningful trips of my life because it was the first time I took psychedelics with my big brother. It was his first time taking any psychedelic which made it even more profound. I had taken AL-LAD once before that, those blotters were sold as 192µg per blotter if I recall correct. I think I tried one before taking ~450µg and I remember that it felt mild compared to LSD. I took it alone and had a pleasant evening with myself, this was when I was 21-22 years old I guess. I was fairly new to tripping then and the experience was so smooth and easy I was ready to take a high dose, but oh boy I had no idea what I was going to experience when I more than doubled the dose.
It was dark autumn night and I tried to tell my brother what it was going to be like. I don't know if I prepared him for it well or not but after all everything worked out. I remember I was starting to have a bad trip at some point when I was peaking when I lost the perception of where I am, I was in my room but I couldn't see where I was. I remember my brother giving me my keys for some reason and it took a lot of time to understand what he was giving me because I really couldn't see or understand what it was. At some point I went to the toilet to pee and that was when it really got scary. The visuals were so overwhelming I couldn't pee, I remember seeing spiders coming from everywhere. Now I know it was my pubic hairs that were the visuals and they came at me so strongly I panicked and thought they were spiders. :D I had arachnophobia as a child and that's the reason I saw them I guess. Like most psychedelic trips going south, it's all about facing your fears.
Well I had to go out of the house to my yard to pee, my brother calmed me and helped me because I was really starting to lose it. After I got to pee all was ok again for a while. I remember at some point we were sitting on the couch in the living room with my brother and he was cutting my toenails because I hadn't cut them for so long time :D
I also remember that we went out again, maybe for a smoke, and I was tripping so hard I couldn't see the yard of my neighbour. We went back inside and listened to music, all was cool and we thought the trip was basically over - that's what usually happens when you get used to the effects I have realized.
That is when we started to smoke weed, and we smoked it so much, it was some strong sativa strain and I think I have never smoked so much weed in a night. How stupid we were. :D
Maybe 15 minutes later it started, everything melted, my brother went to the other room and I was alone in my room laying on my bed. I closed my eyes and it was the moment of breakthrough, there was no difference if my eyes were open or closed, all I saw was the universe. I was flying in space at the speed of light, I could paint anything I ever wanted in my mind and it would come to me. I remember fantasizing about fucking and it felt better than real sex, it was orgasmic, there are no words really. It was pure ego death, there was no concept of me or I, I was gone, I don't know for how long, there was no concept of time. It was truly one of the most remarkable experiences of my life.