I just had one of the most powerful trips of my psychedelic career after dropping about 28mg of miprocin with some re-circulating 3-meo-pcp in my bloodstream. Was going to predose with some fresh powder but i'm glad I didn't, whatever was left from the dose I had the day before was PLENTY. I didn't even feel like tripping and had to fight against mental apprehension to do so as I was exhausted from the dissociative mind fuck I endured prior but had a hunch that an amazing synergy would prevail if I pushed on in my spiritually receptive state, and indeed it did blast my socks off! I'll try to tackle a trip report and post it in the appropriate thread but it was the type of trip where your intensity of thought reaches such dizzying heights that you become convinced if a good portion of people were also riding the same thought wave then reality and existence as we know it would cease, because the riddle would be solved. Existence is more or less the universe trying to gain full awareness and human beings play the lead role in that process because we're all mirrors of universal consciousness looking at different facets of itself; when the universe becomes fully aware that's when existence will collapse in on itself.
At the same time why is it possible for anything to exist? Why is there more and more complexity building upon itself? It seems like it's because it has been described as being possible through language, its been programmed into reality either through linguistic narrative and/or mathematical formula but it's always programmed into reality by some language system. Science, math and the written word are like different programming languages that all define the perimeters of what is and is not. Molecules are hypothesized to exist through language, the blueprint for the microscope is written down and described through language and a molecule is perceived than solidified into reality via understanding through language. New layers to reality are programmed through language by building on the previously created reality of molecules existing and boom! suddenly we have atoms that expand on the molecule and add another layer to reality with each new concept. The reason why so many try and fail to successfully articulate the ultimate truth is because explaining such a truth through one medium is similar to trying to make a robot self-aware, an incredible and maybe impossible feat, you can't enlighten something while using that very thing as the starting point! Some sort of bridge has to be constructed to translate meaning through two different thought forms and then get interpreted. This is the same reason we might never understand the true nature of our brains 100% through mere human thought because we're thinking through our brains, subjectivity muddies everything. Just trying to explain this ultimate truth here myself and getting fucking nowhere, proving my point...I probably won't get very far in painting a clearer picture through a more polished trip report but i'll try.