Todays experience... just copy & paste before I decide to erase all of it... [1P-LSD is THE real deal folks]
8:50 In goes 1 tab of 1p-LSD. Set & setting – sunny day & I’m alone in my room. Some Alex Grey artwork on display. As per usual – now I’m just wondering if it will even work! It’s the unknown that excites, the journey into the unknown. A slight morning headache is present, but hopefully it will go away. I have a picture of Shakti and Ganesha on my desk, a little statue of Buddha nearby, and an orange to excite my olfactory apparatus.
9:10 No signs yet, only inevitable placebo effects. Music is slightly sucking me in, I’m currently listening to Anugama – very meditative, slow, trance-like music. Placebo giggle is kicking in. I’m just waiting for the first sign, after that I’m pretty sure I will take off big time. I’ve been waiting for this for such a long time. It’s been about 20 minutes, but I feel more or less unchanged. There might be some placebo effects, but other than that – nothing else. It would seem that my afterimages are a little bit stronger, but I always have them going strong, especially in the morning.
9:26 There is light-headedness to every sensation, I feel floating in the air, I’m slowly drifting somewhere… this is the come up, definitely. The fragrance from the orange is filling the air. I am excited, shivery, I feel light.
[this is where it KICKS in big time]
9:38 Woohee!!! Definitely there, coming up is steady and fast, new sensations are flooding in like a storm. My tongue feels weird. No real visuals to speak of yet though, but some things begin to warp and shift. Although it seems things were more active 5 minutes ago. Maybe it’s just an illusion, but I am definitely feeling very psychedelic at the moment.
9:58 everything is moving and shifting, hard to concentrate, almost impossible. Yes, quite impossible!
10:02 But I am settling in, these new sensations, quite unlike anything really… not comparable to MG, not by any stretch… this is the real deal… my thoughts are very clear, it’s just the capability of expressing them… whole body is new… the whole world…
10:13 wow for a 100 it’s impressive, I was lost in timeless moments… so many moments… I’m just feeling thirsty all the time. I feel speeded up… like I can do everything… time starts to dilate… major time dilations…
11:00 wow wow wow… I just don’t
11:39 holy smokes.. this trip is intense or what! Now that time dilation is over, visual glories are starting to manifest!!!
12:02 well it’s been 3 + hours now… I feel like I can just slip away into endless timeless moments as they pass… and I create them… with my own thought…
12:40 it’s all about being in time, and doing whatever you want with it… once you let go…
12:51 hungry as hell.. well, wow, there’s moments you know.. unreachable.. but only time will tell… ha!
13:16 this should be an experience looking at the clouds… infinite sky… because this is how it feels… when I want… to feel absorption in endless moment…
13:19 I can take any moment and be totally within it.. once you realise it’s slipping away.. you just want to be forever with it…
13:26 it’s been.. what I can’t even count time.. lol.. 4 hours, 5? Seems like infinity..
13:35 it’s learning how to navigate in this space…
13:53 I haven’t even begun to comprehend.. that infinity..
14:05 now this is acid trip.. no words.. meaningless.. to even go further needs courage.. a lot of it..
14:15 I can definitely feel more sober now.. just made myself something to eat & tea. Bananas tasted amazing.. it’s a spiral
15:28 There & back again.. no words to explain that glimpse, that understanding that THE Thing, whatever it is, is so far above you, and to IT nothing matters, not what you are, not how you look, not what you feel about yourself, behind all panic and anxiety that’s been crippling you for so many years, aeons ago. Lots of crying and literally sobbing like a baby.. When I realised how far I am from that Thing I’m looking for.. God, or Brahman, or whatever you wanna call it.. And yet there it WAS, and I was weeping like a baby knowing all my meaningless fears and anxieties… were washed away..
15:36 Well, there you have it.. I feel hungry more than anything..
15:39 I feel BENEVOLENT.. tea tastes amazin
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16:12 just had a shave, I am officially back... I will probably post something tomorrow regarding trivial scientific details, it's Researching Chemicals for a reason...