Back up 7kg and i'm looking lean and muscluar. Been eating 5 meals per day and training 6 days a week. Full on cut off all druggy contacts. Was at the dentist earlier and got first tooth fixed. All in it's going to cost £1k at least in dental bills. But fuck them those scum who did this will wind up paying the bill in court.
Also turns out they assaulted a local pensioner and stole his car. Broke his leg. He wound up in hospital and caught a blood clot in his lungs and leg. He is a local business owner and has been unable to open the shop since. Lost 10s of thousands cos of them.
I still myself am left with a permanent scar, slash above my eyebrow. Broken nose, cheek bones and needing at least 1-1.6k worth of dental treatment. And they extorted my family for money. So i dare say they are going to owe alot of money to the old chocolate shop owner and myself between the two incidents.
Should surely get a decent amount of compensation. I am claiming it's caused me PTSD too, which on top of my bipolar is really fucking me up. stopped me working and for the first month i struggled to even sleep at night for the terrow 25+ head shots and being held to ransom at knife point has caused me. I reckon betqeen both attacks they are looking at 5-7 years in jail here in the UK.
I am just glad to be getting the dental treatment. Sorted my act out from consuming stupid amounts of drugs to deal with it all. Had 2 weeks completely sober. Been training & eating like a champ. Rebuilding relationships with those who matter, dropped all the loosers who never helped my life in any way. I do feel i have made serious progress and so much more in control.
I am so glad to hear you are doing better.
If these pieces of shit had done these things here in " The Colonies", I have that term many times. LoL. They would be lucky to plea bargain for 3 times that. If the kidnapping for Ransom they would be looking at separate Federal charges possibly, which carries a life sentence and here they really mean life. But they would probably plea bargain and end up going from one prison to the next, depending on the state, priors and who the D.A. is and whether the Feds wanted a piece of them. It is sickening that they will not do real serious time, for the awful stuff they did.
Anyways It is really nice to hear you are starting to mend. I can't relate, so I can only say I really hope you recover, not only physically but psychologically as well. It seems you are doing much better. Sorry to hear about the dental damage. I am a little, ok very afraid of dentists.
On a more positive note, I really hope you can make stronger friendships with those who will be a truly positive part of your life. And also make new friends, who will not drag you down or worse.
I am relieved that you have gotten yourself to better place.
I haven't really written too you much, because I know things were going bad for you and, I guess it is the winter and my own depression over all my family, or close family, being dead has really hit me as I sit alone in my house( which I inheirented)
Anyways, I really hope you and the older gentleman, get as much justice as The UK courts allow for.
Hopefully you will stay clean, keep getting more fit, and as the British might say, avoid any ' dodgy blokes'
Well good luck, and I wish you the best.
