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I just tried Kratom the over the past week in a bid to find some sort of anxiety relief for my treacherously extreme anxiety condition recently for which I am not able to tolerate any form of medication or natural remedy which could help.I just had a wonderful experience with about 30ug, kratom, and a couple hours of yoga and relaxing. A little kratom helps take the edge off of pain and lets me go deeper into stretches to get more tension release (as opposed to doing yoga on K where I'm basically Gumby but I'm so numb there's no lasting benefit).
I think i may finally breaking through a problem that's plagued me for many years - compulsive stealing. It started when I was about 9 as a survival mechanism (abusive parents) but morphed into a real problem that's landed me in jail and all but stripped me of my dignity and self worth.
The last month I've been taking small doses of LSD periodically and this issue is the main one that arises every time. I'll spare the details but after over 20 years of back and forth, I think I may finally be done stealing (and it's from grocery stores, not individuals, just for some context).
Love acid.
I use clean organic cannabis everyday in the form of edible infused coconut oil primarily as a digestive remedy, as well as vaporization for the sake of mental sanity and general comfort and relief.
I really really enjoyed the kratom which I can bind with my regular cannabis intake although I was able to reduce it.
I found a combination of cannabis edibles and kratom at the same time to be particularly harmonious and together this effect was one of my favourite drug feelings I've ever had honestly remarkable euphoria and amazing feelings of total relaxation which I've not had any point in 14 years of illness.
I was enjoying music infinitely better sleeping much better quality sleep and it was really taking away so much pain and stiffness and fatigue in my body and muscles and nerves.
My Hope was to combine kratom with LSD or one of the equivalence very soon. However I simply cannot tolerate the kratom without unbearable adverse respiratory reaction which I suffer to you generally all supplements and drugs.
But I was incredibly surprised how much I was enjoying the feeling and experience of kratom compared to what I have heard about it. It most like caffeine and alcohol combined in a way but much more clear-headed than alcohol and with a long-lasting positive relaxed mindset is how it was affecting me.
I would really appreciate that feeling going into a trip.