To be honest with you, my wife and I went to see my suboxone doctor, who recently gave me the buspar 15mg 60count and only .5mgs 20count of xanax, and some crazy wiening taper. Which even the pharmacist thought was weird and not right. .. well I called ithe receptionist 7 days later all fucked up, in terrible benzo withdrawal, and I have mental health problems which have been diagnosed by my psychiatrist. I was all bi polar crying, laughing, sick nauseous, dry mouth panic attacks bad. Well she told me she could make me appt for tomorrow which was yesterday. I went in got weighed, just in that 7 days I lost 5 pounds had a fever, and higher than my normal blood pressure. This was done by the nurse. Then I was instructed to take a drug test piss test, so I did at first I couldnt go, then I drank a little water. Went and pissed.
Now this is when shit goes crazy, I go back in the doctor room with my wife, she asked me if I went and I said yes, then I sat down, then he comes right in, now there is no way there was even enough time to do a drug test, And he begins to yell at me and ask me what the fuck is wrong with me, I try to explain I am in severe benzo withdrawal. He out of no where starts to blame me and tell my wife and I that I dont take my subs that I sell them or trade them Lmao. And that there was no suboxone in my urine. Now my wife takes my suboxone with me everyday lol. And my whole family knows I am on suboxone, and I have done nothing but florish, gain weight, become so healthy doing really good, noted by my counselor and psychiatrist. Almost about to enter a job service, snd then bammmmmm he tries to take away my xanax and gives me buspar.... When a real doctor would know it takes weeks to taper from benzos, especially xanax. Well long story short he thought it was so unhealthy for me to take my xanax and suboxone. But its funny because all I did was do successfull positive things and I wasnt even abusing the xanax just tsking as prescribed. I was so more unhealthy during those 7days and then I wound up in the E.R literally because he would not provide me with anything. He said he couldn't and that I was lieing and all this bullshit.
idk im gunna probably call some lawyers shit was fowl bro I swear.
The E.R gave me 7 xanax 1mgs.
I called my g.p and I got an appt. Tomorrow with him
and got to talk this all over and either start a real taperor jjust up or change my medication.
I also tske 15mg remeron at night.
Now I have about 40 sub strips left, now either me or my wife is going to go to a new doc and get more, but worst case scenario if we couldn't (which we can) is there a safe taper for us with that much subs.
I take about 4-8mgs daily, she takes about 2-5mgs daily sublingually with the alcohol method which raises BA.
If we had to do we have enough to do a safe taper?
Also please type out the steps in detail if anyone knows one, or put in the link to a good one.
Thank you
yall take care and
stay up