SantaCruzOpiates
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CH- I have withdrawn from suboxone five times now. My doctor and I have used it for tapering to re-adjust my dosage for my pain medication as well as attempting to detox. I have withdrawn from 1mg and 2mg, and I have also tried something similar to what you plan to do. When you get to doses that low you are still going to feel withdrawal even if it's not as bad as being clean. With doses that low you are going to just torture yourself for MONTHS. You are much better off detoxing off .5mg-1mg, get some clonidine, klonopin, trazadone, weed, and occasional alcohol when your blood isn't flowing with the other medication. By the time you taper to 1mg, detox for an entire month, and feel 85%-90% back to normal you will still be half way through messing with crazy low dosing that is going to still ahve you feeling half shitty. There is no painless withdrawal. none, but the easiest way to do is with suboxone and do it when you reach the point where taking suboxone has you in almost no withdrawal at all and having no suboxone has you in full withdrawal. This is around .5mg-1.25mg. If you are going to mess around with half withdrawal you are going to 1- be miserable for a very long time 2- relapse 3- use suboxone inappropriately to offset withdrawal which will get you high or mess up your taper schedule.
Just try it my way and hit that 30 day mark after detoxing .5mg-1mg. if you don't like how you are then try it your way and go back to super low dosing. It seems like you have the time for it.
And let me tell you one more thing. I did a rehab program when I was 17 (11 years ago). There was not a single person there, a single person anyone knew, or a single person I ever ran into after no longer using who was able to use "just once in a blue moon". Once your brain has been rewired like that then it's going to be that way forever. It won't be for about a year without opiates until you feel like 100% your old self again, some people more. And around a year you can tell yourself that you have a real chance of making it. I don't care whaty you say about once in a blue moon using. I don't know a single alcoholic, opiate addict, cocaine addict, or meth addict EVER do it successfully and I heard thousands of storeis about people who drank 1-2 beers a night for five years after being alcoholics for 10 years. But low and behold something shitty happens, they forget what's important, or they just don't care anymore and it's back to where they were. And don't say "well in rehab those are going to be the people that can't do it anyways" because I have been a pain patient for nine years and have met MANY people who are not in rehab who have tried doing it and couldn't maintain it at all- even after years of chipping. Full blown using is inevitable for people who are using daily for so long. If you REALLY want to quit you can't tell yourself chipping is going to be okay. You have to really want to quit and do it. No matter how painful, miserable, or undesirable it may feel. You have to know deep down inside that being without opiates/DOC is going to be a better life no matter how shitty you are going to have to feel.
Just try it my way and hit that 30 day mark after detoxing .5mg-1mg. if you don't like how you are then try it your way and go back to super low dosing. It seems like you have the time for it.
And let me tell you one more thing. I did a rehab program when I was 17 (11 years ago). There was not a single person there, a single person anyone knew, or a single person I ever ran into after no longer using who was able to use "just once in a blue moon". Once your brain has been rewired like that then it's going to be that way forever. It won't be for about a year without opiates until you feel like 100% your old self again, some people more. And around a year you can tell yourself that you have a real chance of making it. I don't care whaty you say about once in a blue moon using. I don't know a single alcoholic, opiate addict, cocaine addict, or meth addict EVER do it successfully and I heard thousands of storeis about people who drank 1-2 beers a night for five years after being alcoholics for 10 years. But low and behold something shitty happens, they forget what's important, or they just don't care anymore and it's back to where they were. And don't say "well in rehab those are going to be the people that can't do it anyways" because I have been a pain patient for nine years and have met MANY people who are not in rehab who have tried doing it and couldn't maintain it at all- even after years of chipping. Full blown using is inevitable for people who are using daily for so long. If you REALLY want to quit you can't tell yourself chipping is going to be okay. You have to really want to quit and do it. No matter how painful, miserable, or undesirable it may feel. You have to know deep down inside that being without opiates/DOC is going to be a better life no matter how shitty you are going to have to feel.
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