Well, keeping you alive is actually something, isn't it?.
When it comes to massive benzo habits, it allways seems more appealing to do it yourself, but when worse come to worst, and you can't keep yourself alive through the seizure hell you described, it's really a good thing if some hospital staff can do it for you.
Sure, sometimes they don't give a shit, sometimes they are openly rude to you.
But they keep you alive, and that's the ultimate thing here.
If, appart of saving your life, you feel they haven't been kind enough to you, you allways can go and pay some $K to a private psychologist to tell you how important you are to the world and how worried the world is about you abusing the hell out of benzos.
But, yes, saving your life is indeed a good start point