My mom actually gave me propranolol and that was the day of the adderall morning and a few hours after the prop I started feeling really lightheaded while driving ad started shaking y vision got blurry and unfelt drunk and disoriented and like my chest was tight and on fire and my heart was jumping and I pulle the car over and tried to walk and come out of it and I almost passed out but I sat down and concentrated on my breathing for a hour till I fell asleep and when I woke my chest hurt and I felt short of breath and ever since then it's been hell
So I got some heroin and it made me feel better I know terrible way to feel better but it's all I could get and it took away te pain in my chest and slowed my heart down a bit but didn't stop how hard it Is pounding. I really feel like I fucked up something when i stayed up on that meth / adderall binge and then too the prop for a massive migrane... Also I kept feeling like I ha to burp for hours before that crazy panic episode(at least I think it was a panic because I'm still alive)
So for a while I'm staying clean to get my body and mind right! I made some really stupid choices and I definetly learned from them.