I find valium the most enjoyable of all benzos and until lately I like a few other bler's didn't find benzos at all recreational until i started getting on reasonably regular speed and meth binges. I never stay up overnight as I often use at work and to be honest I really don't enjoy staying awake more than 18-24 hours. I just get really edgy and sick, that's why I love vallies, I like to pop a couple during the day to take the edge off then pop a Xanax for bedtime, until lately when I've been getting a wee bit out of hand 2mg of Xanax knocks me out in the most euphoric of ways. I like to pop the xanax just as i get into bed and then enjoy 15-20 min of benzo euphoria before I conk out. But on a Saturday night I like to pop 20-30 mg of valium when I feel I'm starting to see the end of the night and that is the definition of benzo enjoyment for me. I'm completely over alcohol, I was a regular drinker for years but since coming from a heroin to a methadone addiction I've completely gone off it, when I party which is rarely now I like a nice mix of methadone, speed and Valium and if at all possible k as well, a few bumps of k on amp and then a bigger line as I hop into bed is pretty god damn perfect. Jesus I've really ranted on, sorry guys.. I guess it's time for a Xanax and a cool fan on my feet in bed.