Reading this thread scares the crap out of me. Because EVERY SINGLE PERSON thinks THEY are going to be the one that can stick to the rules/schedule they put in place. And most people who think that, don’t. More than most, I’d say almost all the people that think they can stick to a schedule end up addicted if they don’t stop all together.
I don’t want to discourage you. It just makes me sad. I didn’t listen when people said don’t do heroin. I thought I had enough willpower to not become addicted. ANYONE ELSE TOO?
What makes you think you have that willpower? That isn’t me being a dick asking a rhetorical question. It’s a legitimate question. What is it that you think makes you different or more head strong than the millions(?) of people who thought they could handle it but then in the end could not?
There are two things that stand out to me that make me think you need to be ALOT more careful. One is the fact that you have had this exact problem with Xanax before. That’s evidence of you not having the self control to stick to a dosing schedule. (No shade, I don’t have self control either when it comes to substances)
And the second thing was that, you went from asking about using ONLY Friday and Saturday each week to considering 2 days on 2days off. From your first post to only your second post, you are already considering increasing the amount of days you do heroin to one-and-a-half to twice as many days a week than you initially were asking. I think you need to rethink this all. Do you really think you can stick to a schedule when you haven’t been able to in the past and when you, having only recently got your hands on heroin, are already basically saying, well I was thinking 2 days a week but maybe I could do 3-4 days and still be ok. I’m sorry if I’m coming off mean, I just hate seeing people go through the exact same thought process as I did and so many others have, when I know where most of us ended up.
This post is getting too long. Sorry. after getting all that out, I’ll say one more thing. No you won’t get physical dependence or withdrawal from 2 days a week. You might with 2days off2 days on, though. But I whole heartedly believe you will get a psychological dependency, if you haven’t yet, which will make it easier and easier to bend/break/make exceptions to your rules and make it easier to justify using outside of the schedule you set for yourself. Ok there I’m done. I wish you luck though man, no one wants to tell you I told you so.