Trip2thesky, you need to get out of this situation. It will only get worse. Coming from experience, this will become a vicious cycle that you will get eaten up in. It's not worth it, even if he says he loves you, he does not care about you. He does not belong with you. This is not your fault. You need to get out.
I have a feeling you won't though. It doesn't sound like you're at a breaking point yet, but you can't let it escualte to that.
If you are in a safe place where you can call 911, do so, now.
If you you are not in a safe place and the abuser is around, you can secretly call the police and order a pizza. they are trained to help in these situations, they will know what you're doing. Call them, order a pizza, even if the cop is confused and think you called the wrong number, keep the cop on the line. They will ask you if you're in danger, ask for pepperonis, extra cheese, sausage anything. Keep them on the line. Answer only yes or no questions, if they ask if you're safe say no, if they ask if someone dangerous is around you say yes, and keep it brief. Ask when the pizza can arrive. They will say they will send a car over.
You can youtube this interaction if you google Pizza Call Police