I had a lot of Pills over the years, but only one REALLY stood out.
living in a tent for 2 months in the summer 98, with my first love. Working 45hrs a week in a tulip factory with 150 other transients and miscreants. Word got out about a Massive squat party in an abandoned milk cannery in Harlem, 100+ people geographically clueless set of for what would be a 5 mile trek, we caught the bass on the wind 1hr before we arrived
It was another world Dreadlocks, face paint, juggling, lots of sex, uniform smiles. A young fella offered us a pill each - just one. Called 'Everyman' 150mg of pure MDMA, you'll never have a better one he said. We both dropped, in the first 20 min it was a bit overwhelming. so we set of exploring and found a chill out room, almost as soon as we sat down and relaxed we both, instantly came up spontaneously, rapidly and at exactly the same time!
Everything was so fresh and so new, we were totally in-sync, same mild hallucinations, finishing sentences acting like 5 year old's, as dawn came up we left the rave and made or way into a big field of 5 ft sunflowers, sat - kissed for about 3 or 4 mins, we pulled out of the kiss and realized as we had both come down at exactly the same time. We just looked at each other and thought 'did that really happen?'
Probably a 6 month after glow, I'm bitter-sweet nostalgic recalling it,
Now when I, much less frequently go to a rave, I take 50mg AMT 150mg Polish Speed. Burn't too many times with pale imitations.