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BeefaMad

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parttime crackhead said:
aye if you take a few too many you can end up in some right states. i've been a complete mess a good few times & i've seen other folk get in much worse states than me. it's bad the next day when you find out someone's been taking pictures lol.
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As well as looking like a nobber, there is also the lack of dignity, I remember my mate doing a rotten fart on the dancefloor at Turnmills & this guy behind grabbed us both and said "oi has one of u boys dropped one!?" - at the time you're too fucked to care but it was actually a low moment of depravity & humiliation!

Another time I was so monged that I thought this girl was really fit, when actually she was massive, and covered in self harm scars, it's worrying that your perception can get that badly skewed, anyhting could have happened that night!

Photos are a real no no for me as I try to lead a respectable life away from dance music based nights out (& in)
 
BeefaMad said:
As well as looking like a nobber, there is also the lack of dignity... at the time you're too fucked to care but it was actually a low moment of depravity & humiliation!
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I was at a house party once where I got messy and malco on MDMA and wanted some fresh air, so I stuck the top part of my body through the curtains and out of a window and pretended to be taking in the view (with my eyes closed, for about an hour).

Sadly, a few people were on the roof and decided they'd urinate over the edge into the street. Sooooo I was simultaneously hit in the head, face and shoulders by several jets of random strangers' piss. All I was really capable of doing was dry myself off on the curtains and slink back inside. Definitely felt like a new low at the time.
 
jancrow said:
I was at a house party once where I got messy and malco on MDMA and wanted some fresh air, so I stuck the top part of my body through the curtains and out of a window and pretended to be taking in the view (with my eyes closed, for about an hour).

Sadly, a few people were on the roof and decided they'd urinate over the edge into the street. Sooooo I was simultaneously hit in the head, face and shoulders by several jets of random strangers' piss. All I was really capable of doing was dry myself off on the curtains and slink back inside. Definitely felt like a new low at the time.
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That is hideous. Reminds me though, I usually need to lay a cable when coming up, I have to learn to recognise this signs & head up to the bog, specailly in a busy club with potential queue. Usually have the time & presence of mind to wipe the seat down but one time I was so battered I couldn't be bothered and sat straight on the urine-covered seat, I even remember it being refreshingly moist at the time - horrendous!
 
some posts copied from the pill thread...

come on folks, you're in the 'safe zone' here. :D
 
BeefaMad said:
Photos are a real no no for me as I try to lead a respectable life away from dance music based nights out (& in)
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Me too am a respectable profession during the day, with obviously slight weirdness going on that 8) well is to be expected with the whole holistic lifestyle approach going on %)

I have had so many embarrassing drug moments over the decades I only laugh now and any pics taken are for purely personal consumption ;)

Don't let it bother you so much, is part of the deal ya know...let inhibition free flow <3

Part of the fun =D
 
Here's a pic of me completely hammered, in girls clothes. The worst part is, I stole those clothes off a girl who fit in them, and also fit me :0

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This was halloween, and my friend's house is two blocks away. Between 1-3 am I ran back and forth from my house maybe 3 times, crossdressed, in the rain, looking for the girl I had just railed infront of 5-6 other people. Yeah now that's embarrassing. Fortunately we're all still friends and I didn't become deathly ill.
 
The first time I got some mdpv, there wasn't really much info out there about it, me and my friends just did little lines (~10mg) to see what would happen... well it was fucking good, so we proceeded to rinse through my gram of it.

Towards the end of the gram, when everyone was still soaring off of the awesomely clean euphoria, everyone (except me, thank fuck) decided to dose a hit of acid each... Well we didn't realise that this chemical possesses the worst comedown known to man when you do lots of it... basically a whole bunch of insanity followed and a bunch of shit hit the fan. Not good. Definitely one of the lower points in my drug use.

Also, there's waveform this year, which I spent the entirety of in a K hole, only emerging from my tent to piss... (fuck knows what I was thinking). Also, glade was a bit of a k fest, I got a big ole scar on me nogging from having a really k'dup "lightsabre" battle with left over tent poles. I spent the last day wobbling around with my face covered in blood and a big ole gash in the middle of my forehead (the medical crew had already packed up) =/.
 
Yeah I think the less I say in this thread the better ( * ' - ' * ) :D
 
So basically every cunt on here has no balls to face the laughter and jeers of their fellow drug pig fucker-uppers!
I have one funny story where after drinking a bottle of rum and eating 14 mg lorazepam I knocked on a friends door where I sat down right in the middle and took out 8 different cheeses I had just bought (100% oblivious to whatever they had previously been doing!). Tore into them with venom and offered them round. I was finally thrown out because I was getting crumbs everywhere and had nearly started a riot because no one could decide which cheese was the best. Certain people even now 4 years later refer to this incident with relish and we discuss different cheeses at length! :D
The bonus was that apart from the flat owner who used to be a housemate and was not pleased, everyone else became instant new friends/drug & cheese abusers!
 
This past summer i was down partying with a friend who had rented a beach house for the week. He took the week off work but i had to work all week and was really amped up to get shitfaced by the time work ended on Friday. At this point i made a vow - i will drink nothing but Irish Carbombs tonight. For the uninitiated that's a half glass of Guiness with a shot that's half Jameson's and half Bailey's dropped in. Tastes like adult chocolate milk. Anyway...

I purchased $109.73 worth of carbomb materials and cruised down to the beach house. I got there at 8pm and was one of 2 people drinking that early. Well...i held to my promise and drank nothing but carbombs....by 10:30 i had pounded down over 15 of them (i'm average weight) and it was off to the bar!

It's pretty hazy from here but....less than 10 minutes into my night out i was quietly escorted out of the bar. As far as i can remember i went up for a drink and said "excuse me" to a girl who wasn't waiting for a drink but was standing in front of the bar then i wedged myself in to try and get a drink, i think i did manage to order a round for my friends and i. Well i guess i must have been a little forceful because the girl that i pushed out of the way was giving me a dirty look and was openly talking shit to her friend (er...later found out it was her fiance).

So, not wanting to feel like a chump i leaned over her way and made a suggestion: "How about i piss in your mouth?" Hahahahha. Yup. The bouncers were very tactful in escorting me out saying they "wanted to talk to me for a second" while walking out of the establishment. Once in the parking lot he explained that i wasn't going back inside the bar. I then proceeded to sit on the curb for an hour while my friends partied it up.

Hooray for alcohol!
 
i remember once me and my mates all got totally fucked on MDA and were tripping quite alot. we were at someones house party just sat around and my mate got up pulled his knob out in the middle of the front room and started pissing on the floor, we were all so fucked it took a minuite or two to realise what he was doing at which point it was to late and there was a puddleof piss all over the laminate foor.

as soon as he had done it he looked shocked himself and kept apoligising to the person whos house it was he then quickly left probally cus he was so imbarrased. ive never seen anything like that since
 
One of my more shameful experience involved lorazepam and booze, me and a mate got pissed then split a bottle of vodka and a handful of lorazepam (I had a few moggys and vallies as well) then in our deranged state we decided to call on one of our more sober brained mates at 11pm to watch a film even though he had work in the morning. He is a former caner so humoured us and let us in, at this point I black out.

I woke up in bed the next evening around 8pm with no memory's of the night before feeling great, then I turned my phone on and found out I had called my mate every name in the book, dragged all of of his character faults out into the open then when he tried to throw me out I smashed his house up, I heard later from my mate who was there that I got his landlords sailing award (big glass Olympic thingy) and smashed it to pieces.

Then my mum phoned me, my neighbours at the time had found me in the block of flats hallway completely naked with a bottle of vodka, I went for them so they locked themselves in and called my mum and had her come and force me to bed.

I never found the clothes I was wearing so I can only assume I discarded them somewhere along the mile journey from my mates house to mine, I very nearly lost a good friend for ever, thankfully after about 6months he started talking to me again and I royally pissed of my neighbours and my family.

My mate who was with me drove his car home, shredded the tyres on one side and drove the next 3 miles on just his alloys.


Moral of the story booze and benzos don't mix, never stops me once I've had either though.
 
It took me from April 2001 - June 2006 to finally make my peace with the benzo/alcohol combo. A lot of extreme times were had and certain nursing staff and Police people have me down as a wrong un!
Luckily I've got about 2g of phenazepam about and have laid into it with alcohol.....:\
So far I have not fucked up at all. Either I've done my research properly and learnt all my prior lessons or hell is round the corner:|
Might have a snifter later with some sort of lubrication....see if I end up debating the merits of double Gloucester again...to a room of squabbling junkies...which is almost what happened on Monday:|
 
brokenbrain said:
Might have a snifter later with some sort of lubrication....see if I end up debating the merits of double Gloucester again...to a room of squabbling junkies...
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Sounds a perfectly reasonable way to while away an autumn eve :)
 
I had a mate that ate a load of liberty caps and complained for half an hour that they weren't working. He decided to speed 'em up with a huge blunt smoked to himself.

Last time I saw him he was going outside, and he disappeared for 3 hours before we found him in a pitch black bathroom, head in the toilet, covered in pukey water, with his pants down and arse out. When he'd regained the ability to speak we asked him what happened and it turned out he'd spent a very long time actually being bummed by the devil, who had forced him to pull his trousers down and "bow in shame" in the toilet.
 
spirits said:
I had a mate that ate a load of liberty caps and complained for half an hour that they weren't working. He decided to speed 'em up with a huge blunt smoked to himself.

Last time I saw him he was going outside, and he disappeared for 3 hours before we found him in a pitch black bathroom, head in the toilet, covered in pukey water, with his pants down and arse out. When he'd regained the ability to speak we asked him what happened and it turned out he'd spent a very long time actually being bummed by the devil, who had forced him to pull his trousers down and "bow in shame" in the toilet.
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hahahaha, best story ever.
 
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