my first run in with pills was rhubarbs n custards, which were ace then we got kingsize rhubarbs we opened them up to find acid tabs inside,so we didnt take those, then we had orange pills stamped with the letters p t (party,prime times or pete tongs) we had fat bastards/ snowballs, flat liners, red devils n doves.
sometimes the come up of one half would be so strong i'd have to leave the pub/club n go to an open space and rush out, bent over hands on knees, breathing heavy blowing the air out , eyes rolling, the world spinning, me going from standing to leaping from balcony to curb to sitting to rushing ,sweating, eyes rolling, i'm sure i must have looked like a mad man well boy. were i seen by any one back then.
some times the onset of the first rushes felt so strong that they brought a massive wave of anxiety like what i was feeling was too much, too nice, to much, too strong, fuck it made me panic in the very first few times. I remember running round in circles sort of just gnawring and gnashing and jaw shaking uncontrollaby, i'd put my hands out to my side and systematically lower em them down in order to slow my come up, it worked then i'd start the almost running in a circle head to the sky panting rush again, and realize i was rushing out so out would go the arms to lower me to earth.
the first time i saw my mate on e he looked so happy and comfy and didnt care his face was all over the place and all the girls were all over him as he could empathise with what ever they said...it looked lush. he caught my eye as his head lolled about jaw whirring away and gave methe look that said i just had to try this new drug. it was £12.50 for half a white barrel/snowball but boy it looked worth it. It was when i took one the next week.it did change my life for the better.I loved em so so so much.
good pills back in the day were
fido didos,the very first blue grey playboys(these were very very strong n damp had em at glasto95 got em from cardiff they were after the doves went shit),woodywood peckers the seven dwarfs,dollars,euros,pounds,bulldogs,robins,hammer n sickles,rockets,swans,swallows,pink calias,shamrocks,apples,capital e's, little e's from brum,brown speckled double doves 1995,milleniums,californain sunrises,butterflies,flatliners,fred west,they had a noose on em.mitzi's,vw's mcdonalds very well made.
the best time for the e market was when a hundred cost £300 and they'd go for a £10 each.
