Ganja Gremlin
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 2, 2017
- Messages
- 113
Yeah I don't like it . I like downers
My biggest issue now is going into meth/stim-induced psychosis far too quick since I've experienced 5-6 days awake and went into complete psychosis and schizophrenic paranoia, it can now only take one good shot of shards or a couple bowls of potent crystal d-amp to send me into psychosis later on during the high, benzos can help, but can make me say things I regret to people or be obnoxious. It's not a favorite of mine, I mean I enjoy the sex/masturbation on it and the creativity burst and motivation to focus (Dexedrine would be better for motivation to focus and create art/music), but the hallucinations and psychosis that I have went through so many times is remembered by my brain so it can just end up being paranoid misery.
Raw22 said:if the quality of the product is good enough it can start to happen in half the time now.
Dude spot on, I used to Harvey dent shit up and flip a coin when I couldn't decideIt is productive only when there's one thing to be done. Put two things in front of me, like right now, which to start first, where and how, and I will spend all night spamming drum forums instead. I could have stripped and replaced all the linoleum in the house by now. My excuse is that the productive roar I will produce once unleashed would make the neighbors calls the cops at this hour (it wouldn't).
If you have like, a giant ball of yarn that you need untangled, just leave it in my path somewhere, don't ask, and eventually it will be untangled. Ask me to clean something, and it will never happen.
I spent 2 grand on ice cubes when. I first started doing this but it did help me get off h that I was on for 3 years quit like cold turkey no withdrawal or nothing crazy right this shit Iove and learn how to use it right had some bad 5 day binges lost everything aND everyone I love but then we all snapped back after are heads got clear then we did it again ha ha ha ha ha lol