I'v been 2 months clean for the 1st time since 2000. Yeah, imagine? That last year i was on low doses of Subutex and was adapting
to the "normal" life without daily scoring. Until i quit altogether, it took 1 month with sleeping aids and ending it with 2 weeks of 1/2 pill of diphenhydramine
per night and i'm good as new. With more time passing, i realize how this normality is a life joy. Sleeping, eating and just being without having to be charged
by a pill or by some powder is a bliss.
My head is very clear and my thinking is sharper than ever, last time i felt like that i was in my LSD stage at 22 years of age. Then i probably didn't want to
handle my too awake and too aware mind which was constantly thinking and wondering so i decided to try Heroin and cooled off my mind with its addiction.
You're too slow on opiates i must say, words are now coming out of my mouth smoothly and wisely again, only that now i'm older and feel wiser. I don't have
to think before i talk, my mind does the job and i get wonderful reactions and smiles in return from whoever is involved in my spontaneous humorous interactions.
Will check on this place again soon. I hope everyone is progressing great and enjoying the holidays season.
"If you fight your biology, you'll never win"
-Lord Of War