with you there pertaining to meditation, i meditated for decades(TM)but now anxiety , tinnitus and extreme impatience with everything(self) but children and pets, i stopped taking celexa (SARI) and anxiety decreased, just couldnt tough it out, but hope you feel better on SSRI, i dont want to scare you offa them persay, they helped many from what ive gained, and troubled just as many, anxiety is my biggest issue, so i have a huge heart for those that suffer as you do,and im shocked how many are afflicted,,,love the advice here, i know how hard it is to get out of bed, but walking is amazing, and breath work is hard when chest feels tight, i had to force self to move and breath from the diaphragm,take the advises to heart, these folks know their chit, wish the best of healing to you