downerhead
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Thanks for the replies.
I should mention that I'm highly susceptible to anxiety, which is why I'm trying to avoid anything too stimulating. I find the anxious feeling I get even from mushrooms to be uncomfortable. It's not necessarily full out anxiety, but that 'feeling' you get from those drugs.. I dunno what to call it.
Sometimes I feel like I'm wishing for a drug that doesn't yet exist.
I haven't experimented much at all with tryptamines, so perhaps there's something there I might like.
The thing is, if a drug does have a slight speedy feel to it, it usually doesn't bother me so much if the positive effects of the drug far outweigh it, such as visuals, euphoria, uplifted mood, etc. I think it's because of all the shitty and weak stuff I've had over the years that I've grown to hate that skin crawling tingly nerve ending cold nose feeling.
Me too.I used to trip a lot as a teenager/early 20s but as my panic disorder became increasingly worse I found I couldn't even stand a bong hit anymore.I've always been keen to try opium since I love it's various derivatives and have heard from people who actually got ahold of the real thing in Vietnam that you nod off and have some pretty amazing closed eye visuals.They all referred to this as "the opium dreams" so it must be a common thing with real deal opium.I've never gotten to try real,pure raw opium but it sounds like what you may be after with the sedative,dreamy trip like state it's said to induce.Again,this is just from what I've heard but I wouldn't begin to know where to look for it in the U.S. if that's where you are.I'd sure like to give it a try.It's not toxic but the addiction is supposed to be as tough as with any of it's derivatives.Still,as the occasional treat I think it would fit your bill nicely.