My boyfriend of 9 years has no Interest In sex anymore and it's killing me. If I tell him to do it he will do stuff for me to get me off but he has no enjoyment for it anymore. He tells me he will do whatever I tell him to to try and fix it. But it has been going on for several years and not getting better. It is getting so that I hate to touch him and try to get him excited because I know it doesn't make him excited and I feel awful about myself when it doesn't. And I only tell him to do stuff to me when I am really desperate for it, because I know he doesn't enjoy that either so I feel disgusted with myself. Lately my hormones have been raging and I really want it but the thought of having to ask for it makes me feel like a pitiful person. Today I took his hand and put it under my shirt on my Boob and he just left it there, he didn't bother to do anything. I am feeling really disgusted with myself right now.