So you tried ibogaine? Just curious what that was like and what the after effects were.
Its obviously not the "miracle cure our government has been hiding to keep the rehab/prison industry going", like some claim. Any relief from cravings at all? Or was it just like dropping acid while withdrawaling?
Well Ibogaine is quite interesting to be honest; Ive tried very very heavy psychedelics and it is so dam unique its crazy... It wasn't the most intense psychedelic experience I've ever had; that was IV dmt(which caused complete ego death and merging with the god-head)....
However Ibogaine was definitely the most longest lasting and intense psychedelic I've ever done.. IT is no fucking joke man; The actual experience is really cool and you feel pretty safe the whole time. However the body load and dysmorphic feelings are INSANE. Ibogaine is by far some crazy ass shit; I wish i could tell you more but I could literally write pages upon pages about the CRAZIEST shit ever I saw and experienced.. Oh man it is definitely not something you do for "fun"... also it is NOTHING even close or comparison to dropping acid or shrooms.
Ibogaine is like the body's fucking REBOOT into recovery mode. This plant is HIGHLY intelligent and it basically puts your body into RECOVERY MODE. The whole time during my experience it felt like SERIOUS work was being done; Almost like every cell in my body was being obliterated and reboot/rebuilt... I DO NOT recommend it unless you are really desperate... Also it is no CURE at all.. haha.. . It is nothing close to a "cure"..
TBH the days after Ibogaine are WAY harder than the experience; I didn't sleep for 2 weeks and lost like 20 pounds; I ended up leaving my center 5 days after treatment because i wasn't getting enough care; I was severely dehydrated and was pissing shit for days afterwards; To be honest, Ibogaine eliminated maybe 75% of my withdrawal and i had 0 cravings afterwards for a while; It definitely wasn't like dropping acid;
Ibogaine definitely eliminates the MAJORITY of opiate withdrawal if you take enough of it.... I did ibogaine coming off a multi year methadone habit and as clean for maybe 7 days; but felt so miserable i had to get back on low dose sub for 4-6 weeks just for my SANITY... I probably didn't need to get back on the Sub if i would've just stuck it out; But the lack of sleep was fucking killing me...
So overall I do think the Ibogaine worked and there is no WAY in hell I would've been able to quit methadone without it; But its been 2 months since my Ibogaine trip and I have 12 days off Sub and i feel actually not bad at all.... I plan on taking more Ibogaine micro doses or boosters at day 30; But there is a slim chance in hell I would do a full flood again.
Here is the problem with the ibogaine experience; it is SO fucking weird, long, and hard.... and you fucking trip for 36-96 hours... At one point i was so tired of tripping it would fucking DO anything to just be my normal self again.. SO WEIRD..... Every ibogaine trip has several phases that EVERYONE goes through; so in a sense the visions are sometimes random or have to do with you life but the actual PHASES are extremely consistent with a flood dose...
There is no doubt in my mind that some super intelligence from another dimension part of the "One which permeates all beings" is doing some sort of healing.......
It is not a miracle cure but it does definitely provide some sort of physical cleanse throughout the whole body... I was a bit disappointed because I didn't see any visions that had anything to do with me using drugs or why i used in the first place.....
But man it was TRIPPY as FUCK; I'd say if you are used to doing other entheogen and think you've got a handle on it and you do ibogaine expect to get your ass handed to you. Not in a bad way; but just in a "holy shit when is this gonna fucking end way"..... I rate the Ibogaine experience a 10/10; The amount of stuff I saw and experienced was MIND-BLOWING ; Im talking about all sorts of shit for example,
-Flying over landscapes all around the earth, oceans, forests, a feeling that I was EVERYWHERE and in ALL THINGS
-Experiencing events as other people in the past; I was like a fucking cobbler from the 16th or 17th century
- I saw TONS of faces and visions of people from all over the world and various time periods
- I explored all of outer space and saw fucking way advanced civilizations; way more advanced from ours with just INCREDIBLE technology; like WHOLE planets made out of machines like the death star
- I saw the pygmies or ancient africans cheering for me and healing me through music; There was a VERY VERY heavy african theme throughout the whole journey....
-Many of the visions i saw were fucking HILARIOUS; and at many points i had like the WTF ?!?!;
At one point I saw a vision with a bunch of random house shit, chairs, furniture, ovens, all being re-arranged by like micro robots; it was so unexplainable, and RANDOM.
Unexplainable and RANDOM but fucking cool explains most of the trip.....
Another interesting vision i saw was kind of a joke of how everyone and thing is really ONE being pretending to be 1 billion things.... Its almost like I saw how the creator created world after world after world after world just copying itself infinitely.. LoL;
I never did leave myself and experience the "godhead" as "itself" subjectively like my IV dmt experience;
So i was conscious of my egoic and individual self the whole journey; However man the sheer amount of visions and randomness was mind boggling. Its almost like your body was completely immobilized and the visions were just a weird ass way at keeping you entertained while you were being healed because you obviously couldn't sleep but didn't want to move your body...?
But i could EASILY see how people could die while taking it(from freak accidents);
You are COMPLETELY incapacitated and really need an experienced Person or SITTER to be with you 24/7 for atleast the first 12-18 hours or more.....
Good luck and let me know if you have any more questions about Ibogaine ill be happy to answer them.