Phoenix_rising
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 22, 2010
- Messages
- 592
Man i can`t believe just how much i miss MXE,for me that was the best drug ever...And trust me ive had a hella lot of em.
It was strange because i would buy myself grams and grams of the stuff,realise i was getting out of control then flush the lot,to then realise a day later "what have i done?" I had even been through my bin bag fishing through the crap to get the bag that i had thrown in there only hours earlier.
Nothing compared to plugging that stuff,absolutely nothing,the 3-meo-stuff is too much like PCP,whereas i believed that MXE was a better version of Ketamine,i mean i loved my Ketamine when you could get it as easy as buying a pack of smokes.
But suppose the moral of the story is that as lovely as they are they are very addictive,if nothing compares then how can it not be...Oh how i wish i could turn the clock back and suck it back out the sink
Ive even IVed smack and crack and the rush does not compare,that all encompassing rush that took you to the edge of the known universe and back in the blink of an eye is something to behold,men get a buzz just by going out into space,imagine being propelled through it at the speed of light and seeing all creation come and go.
It was strange because i would buy myself grams and grams of the stuff,realise i was getting out of control then flush the lot,to then realise a day later "what have i done?" I had even been through my bin bag fishing through the crap to get the bag that i had thrown in there only hours earlier.
Nothing compared to plugging that stuff,absolutely nothing,the 3-meo-stuff is too much like PCP,whereas i believed that MXE was a better version of Ketamine,i mean i loved my Ketamine when you could get it as easy as buying a pack of smokes.
But suppose the moral of the story is that as lovely as they are they are very addictive,if nothing compares then how can it not be...Oh how i wish i could turn the clock back and suck it back out the sink
Ive even IVed smack and crack and the rush does not compare,that all encompassing rush that took you to the edge of the known universe and back in the blink of an eye is something to behold,men get a buzz just by going out into space,imagine being propelled through it at the speed of light and seeing all creation come and go.