thats what I think too, but for some reason Im really thinking of just going and getting it anyways........hahaahaha....ugh...at least than i will know for sure! and best case I actually feel good from it, worse case Im out 50 bucks or whatever. which is not a problem now that Ive had a job for 8 months and not been spending money on drugs. until like another 6 months year from now when I forget what happened last time and try it again. rinse and repeat. Im just wondering if waiting 24 hours would help at all, or even 48 hours? if waiting 2 days I could feel it I would definately do that, cause after a day i feel some minor aches and chills but I can tell it would be at least another day or 2 till I start to actaully feel real bad, so it woudln't be too hard to wait an extra day.
I just remember how happy I used to get having a bunch of money and being on my way to meet my guy, just knowing you were about to get high as hell and still have enough dope to not have to worry about it for a while cause you had enough money, rather than the usual just scraping together enough and then not knowing whether you would be able to get enough money for tommorow. and now I got all this money I don't know what to do with and Im feeling depressed on top of it, maybe i just want to feel that feeling again even if I wont get high. I dunno it just felt good going down to get shit, I think a lot of people feel that.
edit- but fuck it its 11 am already I already know what the answer will be Im just gonna take my dose....maybe tommorow.......still would like to know if anyone here had any success getting high while on higher doses of done, even if it took taking a day or 2 off.
also I haven't been on bl in a while, not really liking this new color/design scheme. old one was easier on the eyes and easier to read/navigate. this one is all bubbly and bloated