Captain.Heroin
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- Nov 3, 2008
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60 days tomorrow~
congrats!
in 6 days I'll have 7 months again
I'm doing a lot better than I was the last time I had 7 months off. I feel good about this attempt.
60 days tomorrow~
congrats!
in 6 days I'll have 7 months again
I'm doing a lot better than I was the last time I had 7 months off. I feel good about this attempt.
so many wasted years
C.H and anyone else regretting the time they spent using... try not to consider it wasted time. I bet you learned more lessons and changed more for the better in that time than a lot of people do in their entire life. All that time you say you wasted is the reason why you've grown into the person you are now. We all have our journeys in life, some are just more of a struggle than others. You guys made it out of this fucked up addiction game, be proud of yourselves and try not to regret things that you can no longer change
As for me, I am back and detoxing again. On day two, I feel like shit but whatever dude. I want to actually keep my job so I'm pretty sure I'm done this time for real, because I really can't use responsibly, not for long anyway. Things are hanging by a thread right now in certain areas of my life that aren't worth sacrificing for heroin. If I don't get it together now it will be a disaster. This is literally going to make or break what happens next for me, so I'm just trying to fortify myself and get thru it
C.H and anyone else regretting the time they spent using... try not to consider it wasted time. I bet you learned more lessons and changed more for the better in that time than a lot of people do in their entire life. All that time you say you wasted is the reason why you've grown into the person you are now. We all have our journeys in life, some are just more of a struggle than others. You guys made it out of this fucked up addiction game, be proud of yourselves and try not to regret things that you can no longer change
As for me, I am back and detoxing again. On day two, I feel like shit but whatever dude. I want to actually keep my job so I'm pretty sure I'm done this time for real, because I really can't use responsibly, not for long anyway. Things are hanging by a thread right now in certain areas of my life that aren't worth sacrificing for heroin. If I don't get it together now it will be a disaster. This is literally going to make or break what happens next for me, so I'm just trying to fortify myself and get thru it