sooo close to one week I can taste it ;p the time isn't even going by horribly slow!! but that's probably because I've made myself stay busy the last few days. and suboxone. that's obviously helping too.
I feel strong in my resolve though. I expect it to get worse from here once the Sub is gone but I'm willing to go thru it. It helps knowing exactly what to expect. Suboxone withdrawals are oh so predictable, they're like clockwork it's ridiculous. I'll run out on Wednesday most likely, so I'm using my paycheck to stock up on things like vitamins and Gatorade and good food and other awesome things that help withdrawals. My plan is basically to flush my system as much as possible so that HOPEFULLY I can get through the worst of whatever withdrawals I get from the Sub during the weekend and be fine to go back to work on Monday. I'm probably being too optimistic on the timeline but optimism never hurt anyone lol
so yeah. bring it on day fiiiive :D
and much love to everyone else, to those who made it another day and the ones still struggling