I had blacked out during days, it was while we were on Clonazolam and Flualprazolam (and other more soft).
I was driving and wouldn't remember taking my car, I never had any issues, thanks ..it could have end really bad (being at 120mph in villages, limited to 30..having the police trying to catch me while I took brown, C, out of mind because of deliriant ( just Scopolamine smoked and Diphenidramine, really don't do it!, don't mix it and don't try Scopolamine, or Diphenidramine, it is also shit) and drank a lot with this fucking benzos); while I think about that time, I'm so glad I don't have done more problems, I don't killed someone or myself.
I'm trying to quite benzos (for a long time now); I almost stopped taking benzos, but I had a relapse, I was feeling really bad, it was some weeks or months ago, I just switched to my happy mood now and don't need it much.. haha
remember it is SHIT!
As my mom said one day, it's better than nothing, if you feel right, enjoy it! And be hard while you'r down. (for my manic state).
So please don't mess with benzos, it's harder to quite than brown or crack, even if it feels "calmer", I don't take any drugs now, but still on benzos..(and Methadone, low dose)..all right sometimes I do little extra and take again, but I don't need it anymore, still benzos are there, it's really a hard game to stop this shit while you where taking it for years, and you have to manage panic attacks/paranoia.
And I'm convinced that benzos, in fact, just worsen your anxiety/paranoia over time.
If I knew where I was going while I first took my first Diazepam pill, I would send it into trash bin, and I would never take it.
I'm out of the topic, sorry, but just had to say it, benzos put me in a lot of troubles, take care!