jurbs95
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 2, 2022
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Think I might of taken too much sub this morning. Feeling funky. Smoked some of my fent and it put me into withdrawal a bit (weird?)Just want to give an update; I'm tripping. After the last update things got a ton better. Almost feels like I've already inducted on sub (my body is very weird very fast metabolism) because I usually need to smoke fent every 4 to 5 hours. Well I woke up 3am took my sub and walked my gf across town to the bus stop at 3am. Was expecting to feel like crap, but instead I'm starting to feel normal? I'm able to go 12+ hours without smoking, and I only smoked because I'm following the method of decreasing slowly. This is crazy awesome if this works. I'm able to eat, do my daily chores again. I'm starting to feel like myself. I'm still worried for when I jump off fully, but for the time being it seems like things are really working! About to take my afternoon dose of sub. Haven't smoked since 7am (its 3pm now, and I'm not smoking just taking sub, probably won't smoke til tonight before bed.)
Any advice or words of kindness or anything is greatly appreciated! I can't wait to get back to normal, I'm 27 about to be 28. I'm the oldest of 4 siblings, and I haven't seen my family in 5+ years. Can't wait to be healthy and to see them. I can't wait!
I'm really trying I really want off. Having a hard time. I don't know what to do. I want to be normal. This addiction is giving me bad thoughts, it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I don't know what to do. Any help or replies are greatly appreciated.