Think I might of taken too much sub this morning. Feeling funky. Smoked some of my fent and it put me into withdrawal a bit (weird?)
The suboxone really does work and I feel like myself again!
This is so great to hear, well done man. That sucks you're feeling like shit today but it's a reminder to not mix the fent with the sub. We all look forward to hearing about your progress. And try not to think about jumping off completely, just focus on what you're doing now. Focus on your goal of seeing your family. You're doing great.
Still at it. Have had a couple rough mornings/nights where it felt like I was withdrawaing or getting PWS from the sub. Had to smoke a good amount of fetty both times to calm down. Even so, I have cut back considerably. I smoke once maybe twice a day. And not as much. Really hoping to switch fully to the sub and start full detox. Or at least up my dosage. I got invited to my family's Christmas get together, and I so badly want to go as I haven't seen my siblings or my family in almost a decade, and I've yet to see my baby niece. I just hope I'm able to be ok. I dont want to bring fent into their house. I'm trying so hard. Any help or advice is greatly, greatly appreciated. Pray for me.
If you really did feel passionate about it then you’d man the fuck up and get real with yourself. You’re lying to me,everyone here, and worse yourself. Me and you both know if you’re doing fent still you’re not trying. Doing fent and subs will NEVER be something that a drug addict will be able to make work. Get off fent completely move to another state and only do subs on days you feel not so good take a extra half strip but that’s just life bro we’re supposed to not feel good sometimes but we forget that since we pump pain killers into ourselves constantly so we never experience normalcy. Btw this is coming from a former Fetty addict for years and years and years so don’t take my words personally I’m simply telling you what I needed to hear, theirs nothing easy about this and all these people babying you doesn’t help either don’t sugar coat shit be honest and it’ll make you driven, your not trying you don’t want it you want to do drugs you want to get high you put the drugs before everything and everyone you’re selfish and you’re a pussy. Use all that as fuel to drive you, tell yourself that you’re not those things you don’t want to be them anymore you want your family and friends back use that.nothing will be easy but trying to make a way for it to be easy is the opposite of what you want, you want it to be fucking awful worst experience you’ve ever had and that will carve itself in your mind so that you don’t ever go through This again. And really it’s not even bad with suboxone atleast compared to cold turkey which I’ve done both and don’t even think about saying it has anything to do with me being low dose, I was spending more money A DAY then you spend in 2 weeks and doing it all that day every day for years. Average was $800-$1000 a day usually it was $1000