Hey pods, i'm really sorry to hear about your situation with your girlfriend. She sounds like she's dealing with her own stuff and doesn't open up enough to get it off her chest so that she has the emotional energy for others... Either way though, I hope you can sit down with her and maybe try to tell her that you need her through this, and see how she reacts? Relationships are so tough.
Nancy congrats on doing so well with the interview! You're doing great and I bet you're going to start feeling so much greatness soon too. It's really motivating that you've been able to ditch kratom and alcohol, for me at least.
I was doing really well there, I did 3 days of not using any kratom or alcohol or other substances, just caffeine. 2 of those days, it was actually really hard not to have a drink... I guess I realize I do have a problem if it becomes difficult to do 3 freaking days without anything. I was out meeting a friend somewhere around my house and while waiting, I started to walk back to my house for a drink, but turned myself around halfway and went back. I was so proud of that. But then yesterday I drank a lot... I was just so depressed and didn't feel like I could cope, and that could be kratom withdrawal rearing its ugly head again since I picked it up again 3 days ago. Either way I am suffering from a nasty hangover as a result. I'm just waiting until my energy returns from the continued kratom usage so that I can start exercising again, and feeling good and sane AS I AM.... without these crutches.
Nancy congrats on doing so well with the interview! You're doing great and I bet you're going to start feeling so much greatness soon too. It's really motivating that you've been able to ditch kratom and alcohol, for me at least.
I was doing really well there, I did 3 days of not using any kratom or alcohol or other substances, just caffeine. 2 of those days, it was actually really hard not to have a drink... I guess I realize I do have a problem if it becomes difficult to do 3 freaking days without anything. I was out meeting a friend somewhere around my house and while waiting, I started to walk back to my house for a drink, but turned myself around halfway and went back. I was so proud of that. But then yesterday I drank a lot... I was just so depressed and didn't feel like I could cope, and that could be kratom withdrawal rearing its ugly head again since I picked it up again 3 days ago. Either way I am suffering from a nasty hangover as a result. I'm just waiting until my energy returns from the continued kratom usage so that I can start exercising again, and feeling good and sane AS I AM.... without these crutches.