Ridethecircuswheel
Bluelighter
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- Oct 10, 2011
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I had a little bit of money left so I decided to buy a bag of dope. I've been buying for the past few days.
I come home and I get everything ready and for the past hour and a half I've sat here poking myself probably over 30 times trying to hit a vein. I had a rag to wipe all of the blood away i would register the needle in and nothing. Every time. nothing. Just air. I have veins in my arm, hand, ankle, foot - everytime it would just be air. This happened until I seriously almost started crying because I cant be walking around with a thousand tracks all over my arms but it was to happen anyway. eventually it filled up with red blood and then i pulled back and it was air. so the last 9 times i tried to hit it was extra hard to tell because it was filled with blood. I started with 40 cc of water and by the end I had like 15 cc. I would squirt it all out back into the spoon and get a new spoon maybe this is why. I know i'm a noob and don't know what I'm doing but when I spend an hour and half stabbing my body i realize it's not f'ing worth it.
I really like dope too. IDK. I'm probably gonna get flamed for this because i'm so nooby and can't hit my vein. I'm just so mad i had to rant. Has this happened to anyone else?
Oh what I ended up doing was just pushing it into my arm forming a huge bubble. Huge waste.
I come home and I get everything ready and for the past hour and a half I've sat here poking myself probably over 30 times trying to hit a vein. I had a rag to wipe all of the blood away i would register the needle in and nothing. Every time. nothing. Just air. I have veins in my arm, hand, ankle, foot - everytime it would just be air. This happened until I seriously almost started crying because I cant be walking around with a thousand tracks all over my arms but it was to happen anyway. eventually it filled up with red blood and then i pulled back and it was air. so the last 9 times i tried to hit it was extra hard to tell because it was filled with blood. I started with 40 cc of water and by the end I had like 15 cc. I would squirt it all out back into the spoon and get a new spoon maybe this is why. I know i'm a noob and don't know what I'm doing but when I spend an hour and half stabbing my body i realize it's not f'ing worth it.
I really like dope too. IDK. I'm probably gonna get flamed for this because i'm so nooby and can't hit my vein. I'm just so mad i had to rant. Has this happened to anyone else?
Oh what I ended up doing was just pushing it into my arm forming a huge bubble. Huge waste.