I'm sorry, i tried my hardest to stray from this subject but your ignorance cannot keep me from it and neither can yours. It's sad that some of you chose to have an objection. if i hit a sore spot with paradox, then i'm truely sorry. if you believed i incinuated that you were in fact a drug addict, then maybe i did. you know what?? i have lost friends to drug addiction too!!!!!!!! and if i ever thought you were actually genuine about "saving someone else" then i wouldn't have been so defensive. i've given up on plur in this case because you and some others refuse to express it. if you don't believe in it fine, then i don't either w/any of you.
also, i don't remember specifically pointing anyone out who had replied to this topic who had objected to anyone specifically about their age besides miss apple and her opinion about 16-19 yr. olds not being mature, probably a personal attack i'm sure. never did i say you were to blame! and believe me paradox, i have taken a good look at myself and proved to myself that i'm wise and a smart user........you need to point the finger at yourself...
I'm sorry that many of you thought you were gods at 17! perhaps i am....but believe me i am living it up and being smart in the meantime. the fact that none of you are as young as you used to be, and didn't use at an early age surely doesn't prove that you don't know what the hell you are talking about if you didn't drop your first pill until 19 or up. how are any of you to judge??
I understand all of your concerns, but, if you are going to cut anyone down then you are surely expecting a reply in defense. i am defending myself and everyone my age. i'm defending lilrollingrl and pixiloca because none of you know what the hell it is like raving and doing the things we do at our age! the fact that all of you think y'all are so wise and so responsible proves nothing to us. it all makes us madder because you don't know anything.
None of you are experts and none of you know what it does to anyones body to take x at any age. you think it's bad for 15 yr. olds? well guess again....it's bad for anyone. it may alter someones perception on life and love but none of you know what it actually does to your body being that you are only in your 20's...not a big difference. y'all get off of your high horse and recognize the changes in everyone.
this is a drug that everyone loves but don't restrict anyone because you want the rave scene to be strictly 18 yr. olds up.
Perhaps childhood and adolscence aren't in fact our last chances at freedom and innocence. perhaps they were pure hell for us! no one has the right to critisize anyone until you know their story. who says that taking e is going to make anything harder?? i have found it to be pure bliss until i ran across a few of you who are a rude to prove their beliefs.
And if you don't believe in plur, sweetie, then why the hell are you a bluelighter? if you don't believe and the nice things in life then a grand 'ole FUCKYOU to you asshole.
My main point coming here was not to prove myself, it was to show you that you, the representives of the older generation aren't good examples. you aren't people that represent the bluelight community. the fact that us bluelighters of all ages are people who don't want to be offended by such comments as, "statuatory rape dance" just goes to show that people like you aren't REAL people. GROW UP and prove to us that you aren't as irresponsible as some of you morons seem to be. YOU all are the people that go to show that there is no right age for x, because you act immature beyond your years and the preaching about being concerned for kids is just a put on.
Show some real evidence to prove your opinions that offend the ones your critisizing.
if you were in fact a drug addict in your time, then i congratulate you for not being one at the present time.
Soulfly-the responsibility that i have at my age is being caught in the rave scene at this age. to many of you it is young, but to me it is a challenge. many of you don't have to hide from your parents what in fact your true passion is, what in fact your desire to do is ecstacy! You have it easy! "mom, i'm going to a friends house!" so what if i'm lying, so what if i look like i'm 22 but am really 17! it doesn't matter because my friends consider me a good friend and my fellow ravers love my company. i enjoy what i do and neither what you or what any of you say can change that.
it's sad that y'all have to stereo-type every single teenager! Why is it that just because the way you acted as a teenager justifies how every single teenager acts??!!
I 'm truly offended that some of you think that just because we're teenagers we try to follow the crowd and be like everyone else.
OH, i do believe i have aired every single issue with the people i have an issue with.
I never meant to be rude as you can see in my first reply, but when i see a need, i go at it. Representing the people of my age is what i intend to do. Why don't y'all proceed and represent the issue of ignorance in your ages??!! The only bluelighters that i have tried to prove a point to are the ones i have already listed and a few others....i see the true PLUReality of the ones who have chosen not to reply to this topic no matter what their beliefs are.
also, i don't remember specifically pointing anyone out who had replied to this topic who had objected to anyone specifically about their age besides miss apple and her opinion about 16-19 yr. olds not being mature, probably a personal attack i'm sure. never did i say you were to blame! and believe me paradox, i have taken a good look at myself and proved to myself that i'm wise and a smart user........you need to point the finger at yourself...
I'm sorry that many of you thought you were gods at 17! perhaps i am....but believe me i am living it up and being smart in the meantime. the fact that none of you are as young as you used to be, and didn't use at an early age surely doesn't prove that you don't know what the hell you are talking about if you didn't drop your first pill until 19 or up. how are any of you to judge??
I understand all of your concerns, but, if you are going to cut anyone down then you are surely expecting a reply in defense. i am defending myself and everyone my age. i'm defending lilrollingrl and pixiloca because none of you know what the hell it is like raving and doing the things we do at our age! the fact that all of you think y'all are so wise and so responsible proves nothing to us. it all makes us madder because you don't know anything.
None of you are experts and none of you know what it does to anyones body to take x at any age. you think it's bad for 15 yr. olds? well guess again....it's bad for anyone. it may alter someones perception on life and love but none of you know what it actually does to your body being that you are only in your 20's...not a big difference. y'all get off of your high horse and recognize the changes in everyone.
this is a drug that everyone loves but don't restrict anyone because you want the rave scene to be strictly 18 yr. olds up.
Perhaps childhood and adolscence aren't in fact our last chances at freedom and innocence. perhaps they were pure hell for us! no one has the right to critisize anyone until you know their story. who says that taking e is going to make anything harder?? i have found it to be pure bliss until i ran across a few of you who are a rude to prove their beliefs.
And if you don't believe in plur, sweetie, then why the hell are you a bluelighter? if you don't believe and the nice things in life then a grand 'ole FUCKYOU to you asshole.
My main point coming here was not to prove myself, it was to show you that you, the representives of the older generation aren't good examples. you aren't people that represent the bluelight community. the fact that us bluelighters of all ages are people who don't want to be offended by such comments as, "statuatory rape dance" just goes to show that people like you aren't REAL people. GROW UP and prove to us that you aren't as irresponsible as some of you morons seem to be. YOU all are the people that go to show that there is no right age for x, because you act immature beyond your years and the preaching about being concerned for kids is just a put on.
Show some real evidence to prove your opinions that offend the ones your critisizing.
if you were in fact a drug addict in your time, then i congratulate you for not being one at the present time.
Soulfly-the responsibility that i have at my age is being caught in the rave scene at this age. to many of you it is young, but to me it is a challenge. many of you don't have to hide from your parents what in fact your true passion is, what in fact your desire to do is ecstacy! You have it easy! "mom, i'm going to a friends house!" so what if i'm lying, so what if i look like i'm 22 but am really 17! it doesn't matter because my friends consider me a good friend and my fellow ravers love my company. i enjoy what i do and neither what you or what any of you say can change that.
it's sad that y'all have to stereo-type every single teenager! Why is it that just because the way you acted as a teenager justifies how every single teenager acts??!!
I 'm truly offended that some of you think that just because we're teenagers we try to follow the crowd and be like everyone else.
OH, i do believe i have aired every single issue with the people i have an issue with.
I never meant to be rude as you can see in my first reply, but when i see a need, i go at it. Representing the people of my age is what i intend to do. Why don't y'all proceed and represent the issue of ignorance in your ages??!! The only bluelighters that i have tried to prove a point to are the ones i have already listed and a few others....i see the true PLUReality of the ones who have chosen not to reply to this topic no matter what their beliefs are.
