Well said man. I am smart but, I have no discipline and poor self control. I dropped out of highschool
and got into drugs. I'm 23 and i am capable of getting an education. I don't know what my problem
is.. .
Similar, 25 and no higher education. It's not beyond me and i'm sure i could do it but the issue is motivation. I was teaching myself programming, web design, 3D mapping and modelling when i was 14 for fun, also started building computers around this age.. at present i read tons on sociology, philosophy and psychology.. admittedly video games in my later teenage years and to a greater extent drug use impacted me and my self-discipline took a hit.
But i have zero interest in pursuing the above in an academic environment.. i read and learn about it for myself to help cultivate and deepen my understanding of my self in relation to my environment.
I can't follow through on something unless im personally invested, i need to feel passionate or driven.. higher education has never ignited either of that in me. At present im working full-time doing unskilled work with the intention of saving over the course of two years to invest into a business idea that i feel very strongly about. First time in my life i've actually found something i feel passionate about.. weather it works out or not is another story, but im willing to work my ass off and give up a lot of my free time and money for it..
I work with a 32 year old doing unskilled labour, he has a masters in accounting.. but he hasn't been working in the field for 5 years, he earns better money working this job and another side job.
I had an ex-girlfriend who was finishing her degree in business and marketing, had done language studies and could speak fluent German.. and was pursuing further education at a prestigious business and technology university; i can't express how inferior this made me feel and it really brought the question of education into the spotlight for me.. and i battled with it for a long time, im still on the fence about it..
IM not ruling education out.. i might go back at 30+ if that's where i'm at in life, i know im intelligent enough to do it.. but it's all about what's driving me.