Snorted proably 0,4 gram of quality amphetamine
0,5 mg flualprazolam
0,5 gram of orange haze
Green tea
been superstimulated but not overstimulated; hyperfocused, content, with a desire to explore and learn (currently reading the language animal, by charles taylor) but a bit sketchy; the flualprazolam, green tea and, primarily, the haze revitalized the high, added texture while mellowing it out, without subtracting the focus and drive to explore and acquire new ideas, expand my conceptual framework and, as a consequence, achieve a kind of micro-world disclosure allowing me to open up perceptual portals and see what before was unseen -- the referential context broken, unchained from captivity of the picture wittgenstein describes in philosophical investigations, an idea strongly connected to the heiddegerian theory of pre-reflective understanding/background understanding. made me think of literature and its way of shifting perspective, contrasting as an illuminative device, penetration of the consciousness through phenomenological devices, and, therefore, its role in world disclosure. whereas science and its basis in third-person observation makes it unfit to explain a phenomena intrinsically first-person centered. furthermore, the consciousness can't be explained through functional reductionism since it can't explain the causal role in the uniqueness of human experience/perception and can't explain the role of qualia, since it's functionally irreducible.
ah, stim-induced stream-of-consciousness written in a meaurly-pontian 'flow' state, absorbed in the context.