I'm trying to stay away from substances...that last run of molly & dope I did seemed to really fuck me over lol. (Dope was useful for "pain management", though...kept me physically numb for almost a week straight)
Things seem pretty dull for me lately...low energy, libido, outlook, you name it pretty much. I think that's more the result of whatever drug that was that I snorted & ate ("molly"). This actually happened to me once before, after I consumed a hit of "synthetic mescaline" that someone sold me back home. I tripped balls for 13 hours straight but in the week or two afterwards a general discontent & malaise seem to creep over my days, and I became depressed. It got better eventually though. Never experienced an "LTC" with anything else (acid, mushrooms, meth etc)
So yeah, I feel like I need some time to start a different routine for a bit, maybe trying to live a healthier lifestyle. Good to take a breather every now and then.