Is this mania? because if it is i fucking love it, i can barely see the words on my computer yet i feel so confident and full of energy.
I'm not sure what exactly mania associated with PCP/PCE and their analogues is, but I know exactly what you're talking about. I've done quite a few allnighters on just O-PCE or just 3-MeO-PCE. Redosing every 2 hours with 20 mg of either and then doing some random shit I usually never have the willpower or mental energy to do. Or just entertaining myself by watching shit. The next day sucks tho cause I'm not good with sleep deprevation, and I generally try to avoid allnighters, but with -PCE I find it hard to fall asleep until at least 4-5 hours since my last dose have passed; and since I'm such a reckless dissohead, I often can't resist a redose. With benzos though, I always get enough sleep. Got a bit sidetracked there, but I wanted to say that I know the feeling of confidence and energy while obviously being intoxicated. I've gone to the store completely disso'd off my ass, gone to different places, even gone on a bike trip on 40 mg 3-MeO-PCE (I don't recommend such reckless behaviour, because riding a bike on high doses of dissos can be dangerous, especially on the highway with other motorists). I like biking on dissos because everything looks beautiful and riding feels very effortless, but I can see how it can be dangerous to someone who is either not experienced with dissos or biking, or both; that said, I'm used to biking in very inappropriate states, although
I don't see it as a good thing and don't recommend it. Lately I've only allowed myself to go biking if I'm sure I can ride as well as I would sober.
OT: 800 mg codeine. This is my third codeine dose of the same size today. My dissos, namely a couple g of 3-MeO-PCE and 100 mg of 3-HO-PCP, plus some 4-HO-MET, should be arriving within the next few days and I'm stoked as fuck because I'm going to have the apartment to myself as my wife and son are leaving to visit their parents for at least a week and currently I don't have any work to do. Life would be perfect if I knew for sure that my shit
is going to arrive within the next few days - because there's always the possibility of some sort of a holdup, which would ruin everything for my tripping ass.