Still only on that .5mg of Lorazepam.... I could SO use more benzo's but don't want to fuck up my taper and get addicted again.
I mean, I'm not sick or anything, just REALLY bored and BAD cravings for Benzo's... Esp. when you have them sitting there on the counter... Knowing you can feel better by just popping some more Ativan/Xanax/Valium. Ahhh!!! I got to do this!! It's almost 3pm here...I think I'm about to take the other .5mg now.. So I have the desire to eat dinner at least. W/o it I don't think my appetite would be good enough to eat.
ugh, I hate W/D whether it's minor or severe!!! If there's ANYTHING a drug user could take out of his/her life, it would be W/D!! at least in my case ! I fucking hate being depressed, getting anxious, cravings, restless....etc.