Weed makes me feel slightly different every time I smoke but generally right after I smoke I feel really content because I know im about to be blasted, then happy as I get that 'rush' feeling (these days only lasts for like 5-10 minutes). Then I start spacing out. I don't really know how to describe it, but when I'm high I don't think. It's like someone turned my brain off. Any intelligent thought process is gone, it takes a lot of effort to think of even the simplest things.
And almost every time I smoke I get major anxiety. I try to forget about it and zone out and forget my problems but a lot of times when i'm high I start thinking of my problems more and they seem way worse and I get this hopeless feeling like i'm trapped and worthless, it's a terrible feeling. This is usually worst the first couple times I smoke during the day. Haha I really don't even know why I smoke so much any more (i guess it's because i'm addicted). I get a 'good' feeling for maybe 10 minutes and then major anxiety and depression for the next 4 hours.
I get some good feelings too, especially when I eat food. But a lot of times, I just get bad feelings. I think to myself, great, you're high again. It's like the novelty of being high has worn off ive smoked so much, sometimes I feel surprizingly sober or I forget I'm high. I also get extremely anti social (depends on how high i am but most of the time i'm too high to interact with others). All I feel like doing is sitting in my room by myself and listening to music and lurking the internet. If someone comes into my room, (BIGGEST pet peeve, the door is closed for a reason..) I can never talk to them, its really awkward. I always try to come up with something to say and just can't think. I can usually only manage 1 or 2 word sentences and feel the desperate need for be alone again, even though I get depressed a lot when i'm high because i'm always alone.
I also get paranoid as FUCK. It scares me sometimes. I start thinking up these elaborate situations that would seem ridiculous if I was sober and get way too into them and start believing all these crazy thoughts and start feeling really bad. My self esteem is just blown away when I smoke, I start feeling so bad about me smoking weed and my life. For example, I see some stupid thing on facebook and over analyze it because i'm high and always jump to the worst conclusion. Maybe i'm just a pessimist but i'm not really like that sober, I know its the weed. I think paranoia is my least favorite side effect of smoking weed, it interferes so much with my dailey life.
Sorry about such a long post, I could go on way longer about how weed makes me feel, it's something I'm pretty interested in and never really thought critically about.