I have always been interested in psychedelics and have been doing a fair bit of research and have learnt a little bit about all of the common psychedelics. Until now I have shelved the idea of trying a psychedelic drug.
I have never used psychedelics, I often use cannabis and have used MDMA crystal a couple of times. After weighing up the pros and cons of each substance, DMT interests me the most as a psychedelic to try, because;
It has such a short duration, this makes it convenient for me because I often have a fairly tight schedule. I have considered LSD and mushrooms but I am really struggling to find the time and place to do them because of the potential duration.
From what I have read DMT will get me the effects I am looking for; visual hallucination, change of perspective, spiritual experiences.
I fully understand that this is an extremely powerful substance and it may potentially be frightening when I trip, but I also understand that if used correctly I should be feeling normal again after around an hour, with effects diminishing after around 10-20 minutes?
I will have a sitter, they have not used psychedelics before, but I trust them, and they are aware of what am I doing and how to keep my out of any harm. After I trip it will be their turn to smoke, and mine to sit. We will be smoking in the safety of my bedroom while we have the house to ourselves, the environment will be prepared in advance to ensure it is safe and comfortable, we will remain indoors for the entirety and the sitter will hold all keys to the house.
Hoping to try 10-15mg for the first time, assessing how I feel then potentially doubling the dose if I feel I can manage it.
I'm looking for some honest advice on anything I should do, what to expect.
Thank you
Oh my god, doing DMT for the first time without ever having done mushrooms or LSD? That sounds AMAZING! You've got my full support on this one.
I would go for a full breakthrough dose on your first try. 10-15mg is not going to do much. Go for 50mg. Chances are your vaping technique won't be perfect and you still won't have a breakthrough. There is no real reason to go for a low dose and I personally find them very uncomfortable. It is not going to prepare you for the full dose anyway. It simply won't. If you are too apprehensive, at the very least you should go for 30mg to get some proper closed eye visuals.
Some will disagree, but I would say straight for 50mg! Also a low dose will likely leave you wanting more and it's near impossible for most to get a breakthrough after taking a low dose. I've gone through 2.5g alone in one sitting just to get into hyperspace - Not a chance. It's kinda morish. This doesn't happen with a breakthrough dose.
If you all want to smoke at the same time, use a lighter that doesn't make any sounds. It can be very distracting. Everyone has to be quiet as a mouse! I personally prefer to have only one more person present at the most, since sounds are so distracting.
When I introduce somebody to DMT (which I've done plenty of times), I hold the lighter for them after explaining the smoking technique. Drag very slow and steady at first while the lighter is not even touching the DMT and then after it has moved closer and closer until it actually lights the rest of the DMT that hasn't evaped from the indirect flame, you use all that breathe you saved to pull the smoke deep into your lungs. Keep it there as long as you can. In the meantime lay back on your comfy chair or bed and if you can still see the room (highly unlikely), close your eyes. DMT with open eyes is not anything like what it is when you have them closed.
I would opt for having all lights turned off and some candles lit. Candles are crazy when you come back because they cause the whole room to flicker in their light, which makes things so much more beautiful with open eyes.
Like I said, everyone should be quiet as a mouse. I personally even try to breathe quietly when someone else is gone. I don't move a muscle for 10minutes to guarantee an ideal experience. Now some might not be that disctracted by it, but if you are, it would really suck if someone made noise.
As for music. That's debatable. There's a period of time during the experience where you might not hear your surroundings anyway (I always have). Music that works really well is "Dead Can Dance". I've never found anyone who didn't thank me a dozen of times for picking that for them, even if they would never listen to it sober. It goes really well with the experience. Of course you could try anything else or no music at all. I'd recommend Dead Can Dance, e.g. Indus (over 9:00min long, so covering the entire trip), Ariadne, Nierika.
Chances are you will wake up with your face covered in tears. I am crying every time I even think about it, like now. One could talk all day long about how beautiful DMT is, but nothing can really prepare you for it. No drug has ever brought on such an unbelievable sense of inner calm and peace, nothing has even ever come close to it in that respect. Once the first minute (very wild and a little stressful) has passed, it feels like everything around me falls into place, like I fall into place and everything that makes up my persona is working exactly the way they it was intended to, my mind, my body, my soul all in perfect sync with each other and with the world around them. Maybe it's just the chemical indirectly doing stuff to my lacrimal glands, but I usually cannot help but cry about the mind shattering beauty of the experience.
Tell us how you liked it.
I have found the yellow stuff to be harsher on the lungs. Perhaps these are the waxes that made their way into the final product. They tend to show up when one applies excessive heat while extracting. I observed no differences regarding qualitative effects between white and yellow though. Perhaps the fluffy white crystals will be a little stronger than the yellow product since in the latter some portion of the weight is made up of the inactive material which gives the said coloring.
Strongest I got out of MHRB were translucent carmine crystals. 20-30mg yielded a full breakthrough every time. Unfortunately I only got 700mg of those from a kg (additionally to some shiny white, light yellow, deep waxy orange and black wax) and never managed to reproduce my results, not with the same material and not with other material. I've easily extracted over 100kg, but never again did I manage to get that awesome stuff. I know this sounds like it could not be true since DMT is simply not that strong. I suppose the substance wasn't really DMT, but it felt nearly the same. I don't know of any other alkaloids in the bark that would actually be red crystals in their uncharged form, in fact I don't know any alkaloids that would look like that.
I used to think the yellow or even dirty waxy orange was harsher on the lungs than the clear white crystalline extract as well, but it seems the amount of heat applied is more critical than the DMT content of the extract. Sure the extract might matter, but it doesn't seem very critical. Shiny white DMT can blast my throat to fucking hell, making me feel like I am being choked. This has only happened early on when I actually BURNT it instead of carefully applying heat to evap it.
Maybe you are talking about more subtle differences that I've never even noticed.
This would make a lot more sense than seeing so many people completely contradict each other on their experiences with the harshness of various extracts. I suggest those who found the white too harsh go back to it and vaporize it very carefully. It's really perfectly smooth, almost like inhaling air if you do it right.
EDIT: And btw, if that "hippy" contradicts anything what has been said here, take it with a grain of salt and ask us about it. Bluelight is kind of like a peer review for the drug scene, but you'll hear so much weird crap from people "offline" it's disgusting. Fuck fasting (you're not doing Ayahuasca which is probably what you are thinking of, oral DMT), fuck meditating (you have no experience with that I assume, so it isn't gonna change shit).
And most importantly, if said hippy happens to be THIS guy, just ignore whatever he says: