I have taken mescaline 3 times a believe, all from same source, from a little goblin you may all know
Mescaline hcl , I believe it was extracted but it could of been manufactured otherhows, if this makes much difference is debatable. As with shrooms and 4 aco dmt being intrinsically different as they are to me.
First time, 500mg followed by 500mg 30 mins later.
One of few times I didn't spew on a psych. Even happens on lsd for me. I blame amt being my first psych for that.
I was on h when I dosed, I already felt dreamy, some nausea but I dosed again at half hour mark and put some dirty smack in my nose. Then... he closes his eyes, he is me, I'm on a bed, but he doesn't know that ;3 he isn't even thinking about me, I'm laid next to my girlfriend in bed and he's flying around a Caribbean island just taking it all in, seeing trees and things from angles only birds can know, immersive and beautiful. Occasionally he'd say something nice to his girlfriend on the bed in his head, I would wake up or open my eyes and get confused as too why she didn't reply, she said I had my eyes shut, I wasn't always aware which place I was. Very deep and internal, I for one rarely get cevs and this was fantastic dissociative and dreamy.
Second attempt, a g consumed. 15 mins and I spew. Weak underwhelming trip, shouldn't of pursued last one, there's always other places to go.
Third attempt, shit son I'm on 20 tabs of acid... Why? I took zopiclone, seemed the time was right... don't know why things like Benzos zdrugs and alcohol make you more likely to waste psychs on less than ideal trip settings, but there you go. So I'm okay, I'm wasted, don't make sense really for an hour or two. Clearly time to take 10 more tabs every 10 mins accidentally pop a few 25I and take your last 2g of mesc. Girlfriend took about 5 acid and maybe swallowed but didn't absorb a 25I , I shouldn't store stuff together.
The acid was great. The mesc fucked me, weird felt like I was a snake man, a snake in human skin, constantly feeling like I needed a shit, stomachs hurts, weird deleriousness, screaming into nothing with no one to hear inside my head, hard few too many hours of that.
Used nitrous to avoid thinking, didn't get my head in a good place conciously as I should have but it was fun. 300 nitrous later. I go smoke all my weed, yeah I don't need my stash =.= "tripping me are you fucking stupid.."
Sobered up, I blame my stupid use really, same doses of everything done different would of been better, say 500mg mesc and 5 tabs , nitrous every couple hours for say 50, no zopiclone till sleep time, dose mesc and acid at same time, probably save mesc for without tolerance as its rare and hammer the acid till I couldn't see.
I saw some guy did it in the desert, that sounds so beautiful, out of hundreds of trips I have spent most in the same place, I have made it homely and nothing can get too me, but I can't touch that. I am going to have to experience some of these things in my own way hopefully one day, albeit at lower doses, I get the same visuals from much lower doses than I used to as I have opened to the experience.