If I'm reading this correctly you were a "full time Junkie" 10 years ago, got some again and liked it then made a rule not to do it again. Then did it again later anyway but it didn't hit hard enough for you so... ODed her trying to get there and it went bad so now you're swearing it off again. You're not an addict so that should be easy.
That's easier than you preparing better next time to make LIFE saving decisions.
Not LIFESTYLE.
Regarding your first paragraph;
Heroin addicts can have a wife, husband, kids, careers, white picket fence, Daddy is a politician with a huge yacht, and/or all the things you didn't want to risk by getting her medical attention to save her life while she's ODing.
I don't see anything special about you or your situation. Maybe I'm missing it because I don't personally use.
I'm glad she seems ok, wakes up with a different view on some of this and is able to sail off into the sunset.
Best wishes to the kids as well.
That's easier than you preparing better next time to make LIFE saving decisions.
Not LIFESTYLE.
Regarding your first paragraph;
Heroin addicts can have a wife, husband, kids, careers, white picket fence, Daddy is a politician with a huge yacht, and/or all the things you didn't want to risk by getting her medical attention to save her life while she's ODing.
I don't see anything special about you or your situation. Maybe I'm missing it because I don't personally use.
I'm glad she seems ok, wakes up with a different view on some of this and is able to sail off into the sunset.
Best wishes to the kids as well.