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Draven

I hear you loud and clear....there was a time in my life when I was into speed. It is my drug of choice as well And yes, not is it the best diuretic (sooo lean from it), you do feel like a better, faster, quick thinking version of yourself. I could get things done in 5mins, figure it all out...I was to the point I was ironing my money lol. Wtf?

I have addiction issues....I know if I start using amphetamines, it probably won't end well, as you can see. I have been clean from heroin for over a year now. Had a relapse, that turned into an almost year long run....and ruined my life. Read my thread "Coming out/back from the wreckage" in Sober living....

Anyway, this has been the most frustrating, upsetting thing. It's unbelievable....this week, for the first time in 6mos, I ate "normal" for a few days Meaning carbs....I was drinking Angry Orchard Hard Cider watching the Eagles game....which has an unthinkable amount of carbs in it. So...I got drunk, watched the Eagles lose. So whatever.

I'm not losing a damn thing....so, now I'm trying the Ketogenic Diet....and starting again today. Usually, I will not eat "normally". I know diet is 70% and gym 30%. I will continue pushing because I am stubborn. I really hope to post one day on here that I finally lost all the weight Thankyou so much for your post. It is encouraging.

You are still doing great at 12-13%....keep going, you will get to 10. It's a bitch. I'm struggling w you...on many levels.
 
Using amphetamines for along time also does have a negative effect on your metabolism when you stop
 
Need4speed said:
this is me at 249 pounds and scary bodyfat %


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You're hardly hideous!

These good people are stating the obvious - if you take in more calories than you use, your body stores them. They won't be laughing if there is a breakdown of the supply chain - you have a couple of weeks reserves; you are fire & flood resistant! Don't let the body fascists what you SHOULD look like. Look at Nigeria - stick thin is seen as someone too poor to feed themselves. As my sister said 'a lady should be shaped like a chello'....... men tend towards the double bass but the important thing is curves. Fuck everyone but your doctor. As a friend of mine who happens to be a Doctor, he tells me that 50% of his patients he would like to tell 'get a dog!' i.e. exercise for those of use who don't blow away, a life dependent on yours, a safety net; your the leader of the pack and they will always stride for your affection.

Get over it - if a woman just looks at your body, they miss the most important organ - the brain. They are shallow.

Sorry for getting a bit OTT back there, but I was your shape when I married my wife.

If I can help, I will,
CC

PS DO NOT TAKE 2,4-DINITROPHENOL. It's touted as a weight loss drug and it works - you die, you lose weight!
 
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Using anphetamines is never a good idea. Yes, it backfires in the end. I wasn't using them to lose weight back then. I was already stick thin. And didn't use them daily...on weekends. And that lasted about 9mos to 1yr. I had an eating disorder, and naturallly it felt great to lose all that water weight while on them. Indeed, I agree, and think most if not all of us know that's not the way to go.

^^I'm glad that was metioned.... I don't think anyone here is hideous no matter what :) It is frustrating when you're [Isincerely trying[/I] and things aren't working. It means going back to the drawing board. Eventually, if determination and facts and tried and true methods are used, whatever mistake is being made willl be figured out.

I am so tired of trying at this point. I'm to the point I am having great difficulty even reading books, websites, watching youtube videos on the subject. However, for whatever reason, I had a decent time of reading one of my Keto books and absorbed alot of good information. I took out my notebook, and wrote down what I learned.

Just want to be clear that I do not think using anphetamines, is a good idea. I have been feeling desperate and the thought crossed my mind. Especially watching videos of everyone being successful on Keto...one woman said she had been prescribed Phentermine...which genuinely suprised me-that Dr's still write it as it is dangerous. I remember when Phen-Phen was a rage. Many people ended up with heart damage in a very short time from it.

She was just talking about how great she felt, and how she had lost 10lbs in two wks. I thought "I'm sure you do feel good" lol, and that "it makes weight loss easier". She says she is being closely monitored...not a good idea nevertheless. The best to everyone, and as always, thankyou all so much for the support.
 
I happen to be in the process of getting a dog. The one I wanted to adopt died...but, my husband, that is a veteran w PTSD is offered a program to get a dog that helps w these issues...A couple of days ago, I found a paper that was folded and crumpled so I called the number to inquire. I am very excited about it. Yes, a dog is a wonderful idea toward getting more excercise.

I didn't know a woman had been mean to OP. Indeed continue walking....to someone that has a real heart and real mind. It is funny, when you say that noone will be laughing if there's a breakdown of the supply chain...no, they wouldn''t. I'm really exhausted right now, and not sure how you meant it, but it made me smile.
 
Stargazer said:
And Hahahaha "Someone Who Is Me"...great user name. Cause someone who is me is at their end of their rope and needed that lol.
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Aww, cheers, friend! Hang in there! Don't worry, lots of other people are at the end or their ropes along with you :\.
 
Stargazer said:
Draven

I hear you loud and clear....there was a time in my life when I was into speed. It is my drug of choice as well And yes, not is it the best diuretic (sooo lean from it), you do feel like a better, faster, quick thinking version of yourself. I could get things done in 5mins, figure it all out...I was to the point I was ironing my money lol. Wtf?

I have addiction issues....I know if I start using amphetamines, it probably won't end well, as you can see. I have been clean from heroin for over a year now. Had a relapse, that turned into an almost year long run....and ruined my life. Read my thread "Coming out/back from the wreckage" in Sober living....

Anyway, this has been the most frustrating, upsetting thing. It's unbelievable....this week, for the first time in 6mos, I ate "normal" for a few days Meaning carbs....I was drinking Angry Orchard Hard Cider watching the Eagles game....which has an unthinkable amount of carbs in it. So...I got drunk, watched the Eagles lose. So whatever.

I'm not losing a damn thing....so, now I'm trying the Ketogenic Diet....and starting again today. Usually, I will not eat "normally". I know diet is 70% and gym 30%. I will continue pushing because I am stubborn. I really hope to post one day on here that I finally lost all the weight Thankyou so much for your post. It is encouraging.

You are still doing great at 12-13%....keep going, you will get to 10. It's a bitch. I'm struggling w you...on many levels.
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It's nice to know that you're not alone in this isn't it? I mean the easy way doesn't necessarily mean the healthy way. Cutting with crank was fun but it fucked up my nerves. My eyes strain to see because I remember spending countless hours on the computer looking at porn and pleasuring myself and sleeping around.. just not the life I live now which is great because I'm married and I'm happy! Sometimes I feel like my life is a little too safe.. but I'd rather be safe then living on the edge! I guess my past.. I think about it every now and then.. there were a lot of parts that I liked about it. Just being single and using and being able to do whatever the hell I wanted! And we do all live once and we should have fun.. but at the same time there's recreationally drug usage.. and theres addiction.. the point in your life where you have to have your fix every single day or you're going to kill somebody or yourself! Just keep pushing and let me know how that keto diet works. I'm just trying to eat as clean as possible and including cardio at least 3 times a week. Lately I've been boxing/hittin the punching bag in the garage just for that extra calorie burn and taking that aggression out. Yeah keep in touch though.. and I'll be sure to read your "Coming Out/Back from the wreckage" post for sure man!
 
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