Hey, my (lady friend hahaha still trying to get my head around that. Because I actually have to erase an already established imagination (my imaginations are purely warm rest assured, I paint it pretty actually) of Robi the guy!
I had images of your build, hair tone, demeanour etc. pretty fortified, as a purely theoretical mock up ofc, I saw some Orange in your Robi guy shortish hair too, but I do love Orange!
And turquoise. Plus red in doses, the dose makes the med & poison respectively I know you'll be well aware.
But lol, back to my 1st words before wandering, no sorry required but thank you.
I know you have a sensitive nature. My sole concern there, just making sure you aren't being down on yourself, regardless if because of misreading my words or not.
So not about me. People beat down on themselves, too much. It's a mistake.
Did Someone....is showing us this. I'm really trying to encourage him warmly gradually away from this trap and illusion of self loathing and proactive negative self affirmations, fuelled by pain and a lack of hope and focus.
I don't want people getting upset period.
But most importantly, with themselves.
Your comment was too vague to gauge. This above is where exactly I was coming from that's all.
I'm actually very good I think, in the emotional health field.
Been mega sick since Fri morning. I was, still am, so near to haemorrhoids being sufficiently healed to be on a downward slope, out of pain at last.
But Russian tanks lol want to come through, still, until the conviy has seen passage.
So midnight Thursday was an upset kind of rupture after the best day in god long time, preventing more movement and revert to the fires of hell, no sleeping and intense nausea.
Should just be temporary. As in, just starting easing now but again, so sore trying to sleep, 2 hrs at a time, dreading more, awake, red raw can't sit down, lay down, think relax or sleep again, every 2 hrs attempting sleep.
After 3rd rise, only 4 hrs sleep. Too ouch.
No last legs aggravation, thursday night, I'd be in clear almost.
So it's a bruise on the way, painful nasty one.
But not a lingering ailment.
Too tired to be awake now. Generally. Dizzy, sick, traumatised. Exhausted.
I'm closing in though, so keeping focus.
Actually first chance now for healing up, as only just painfully managed to free the immense pressure from inside. Soon come!