Alright, well to get to the point, I was one of those who smoked for years daily.Started when I was like 15, then quit about 20, 23 now, but I was as heavy into it as I could possibly be as my life revolved around it.
It was definitely more abuse then responsible use, since deteriorating mental health on the behalf the anxiety and paranoia I got from weed, some would say it was basically psychotic.
It was a doubled edged sword, despite the fun and positives of use, it was overshadowed by overwhelming negative presence.
Yet, I continued....
Well after a couple years, I decided to dabble, had a few alright tokes, but then they were over shadowed by the typical anxiety ridden hell, with obsessive and intrusive thoughts coexisting with paranoia and racing heart.
Part of me wants to give yet another try, maybe I'm just fucking crazy.
With all the medical craze and marijuana being a god's gift to earth, I just want some relief of my own.
I was thinking about vaping, but even since highschool until 20s its been a lot of marijuana related issues and I'm not really in the position to risk my mental health,trying to maintain the last bit sanity I have(slight exaggeration, not a complete nut job folks).
Thoughts on this? Yay or nay? Part of me says it isn't worth it. But I was thinking of super micro dosing, but even one toke of a joint had me fucking miserable, so I don't know.
Ive had those symptoms but no matter how long you've been smoking just cut out the morning smoke and you should get a lot less negatives If i get compulsive thoughts and all the other things tho I just think about something else and relax as I can control my thoughts no matter what state im in just saying