Gibberings CCV - I've got kids. I take drugs. I'm proud. Fuck off.

[Sprout]

Interesting. Why human, and the reasons for the nature of hiding?

Human because your visual cortex can no longer differentiate between animate and inanimate objects, desperately trying to make sense of fragmented signals results in everything being interpreted as a life form, a possible threat, a predator - its the reversion to a primal level of survival instinct in a threatening environment.

The hiding because an assumed threat is now out of sight, like a predator stalking prey. Many thousands of years of evolution has conditioned our brain to use the signals from the strongest sense to get the most information possible - visual data is given precedent. Your brain fires impulses based on the information travelling from the eyes, whether such information is horrendously distorted doesn't make a difference. Very soon everything starts to be perceived as a serious danger by default, quite often branches are interpreted as arms which results in your overworked squishy matter frantically trying to identify the body parts it knows should be attached to the limbs.
If the threat isn't identified then as far as your unconscious survival instincts are concerned you are very soon going to be eaten or brutally murdered.

 

[Bella Figura]

Really? I'm giving this up as I know me doing worries someone so I'm coming off this stuff.

Evey

So my PM did get through to you after all

 

[Eveleivibe]

lol the things I say under 3-FPM

Evey

 

[Cloudie]

Human because your visual cortex can no longer differentiate between animate and inanimate objects, desperately trying to make sense of fragmented signals results in everything being interpreted as a life form, a possible threat, a predator - its the reversion to a primal level of survival instinct in a threatening environment.

The hiding because an assumed threat is now out of sight, like a predator stalking prey. Many thousands of years of evolution has conditioned our brain to use the signals from the strongest sense to get the most information possible - visual data is given precedent. Your brain fires impulses based on the information travelling from the eyes, whether such information is horrendously distorted doesn't make a difference. Very soon everything starts to be perceived as a serious danger by default, quite often branches are interpreted as arms which results in your overworked squishy matter frantically trying to identify the body parts it knows should be attached to the limbs.
If the threat isn't identified then as far as your unconscious survival instincts are concerned you are very soon going to be eaten or brutally murdered.

Beautifully written. Thanks Sprout! Added that to my brain bank!

We are but simple creatures underneath, despite how far we may climb throughout the ages.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Cloud it's lovely to see you on this thread.

Evey

 

[Cloudie]

Cloud it's lovely to see you on this thread.

Evey

Thanks Evey!

It's nice to stretch my wings a little further. Don't put all your eggs in one basket :D

 

[Sprout]

You're very intelligent for your age, Sprout. You're doing a great jpb, modding by the way.

Evey

Whilst my ego would love for that to be true, it's precisely my not being very intelligent that led me to binging and learning through personal experience (I wanted the most reliable data set so I made sure to repeat it a few hundred times, y'know, just to be sure).

I really have no idea if my modship is one of the remotest quality, but Ali hasn't broken my Modstick in two and advised me exactly where I should shove the pieces so far so that's a good sign.

Beautifully written. Thanks Sprout! Added that to my brain bank!

We are but simple creatures underneath, despite how far we may climb throughout the ages.

We really haven't climbed through any superiority, rather we got so spectacularly lucky throughout Hominid evolution on so many occasions.
Think of the number of creatures that could tear a human with no weapon aside from physiology to pieces in a matter of seconds - all we did was shag every remotely related species to massively diversify the gene pool in perfect time for the climate shift of the Ice Ages to kill off both our predators and our competition.

The Toba Event was the closest we came to complete extinction.

 

[Bella Figura]

I really have no idea if my modship is one of the remotest quality, but Ali hasn't broken my Modstick in two and advised me exactly where I should shove the pieces so far so that's a good sign.

As a former senior of this dump, I think you're doing a pretty good job bruh

Just try not to die....no, really

 

[Sprout]

As a former senior of this dump, I think you're doing a pretty good job bruh

Just try not to die....no, really

That really does mean a lot - thank you!

I do my best not to die, it'd really fuck up my day and I've got no time for a funeral and shit.
Though I'd be lying if I claimed not to be a lil' worried about following a well trodden path.

 

[Bella Figura]

Yeah, I should probably be dead too...just try not to be hopeless with regards to dependancy. I've been sans habit for 3 years now, I would have never have thought in a million years that that would've been possible for me. The longest I'd ever be able to stick without any before was like 3-7 days....I have, however, tried opiates a handful of times since then but never had any desire to go back full time.

Literally had to change my whole life, friends, outlook etc to get here.

I really think psychedelics helped me a ton. God I love tripping.

 

[Sprout]

I'm in a similar boat - opioids just don't bring the same pleasure or have a hold on my soul.
I picked up some seeds for PST last week and they've just been in the cupboard since then, had no urge whatsoever to use them whereas a few years ago I would sell my soul if it meant a decent stash of opi's.

I kinda swirled myself silly during a manic episode, dropping 100mg+ aMT a good 4/5 times a week, and have stayed away since then. I am rather prone to a loose grasp on reality already.

 

[Bella Figura]

Wow, I think the most aMT I ever took was 10mg :D

I find stims tend to make me more delusional and lose grip on what's actually going on around me. Then again, I've never done 100mg+ aMT a good 4/5 times a week

edit - wut, I only just realised it was 3:30am! Suppose I did wake up at 6pm

 

[Sprout]

When it becomes a challenge to work out whether that over there is a tree or the thing from Predator, it's fair to say the gripping hand becomes more lubricated than your average porn star.
Stims just make me talk endless shit, enable more creative writing and make Anal Vixens 3 seem Oscar winning.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Yea shit it's almost 4 am.
I'm doing as much 3-FPM as I can as 2noro I'm giving it up for good. I'm going to be drug-free.

Not been here as much as done so polishing but wow I make a coffee it goes cold it microwave if goes i microwave the fucker it ........ Ok you get the drift but f me how the fuck do i keep letting my coffee go cold?????

Evey

 

[SquidInSunglasses]

I have all the hiccups : (

On a better note, managed to get hold of some speed today, so I'll soon see how it compares to 3. Expecting it to be more what I want, but we shall see.

 

[Bella Figura]

and what is it you want?

I'm curious to try methamp again, I did it a few times (3 month binge...), but I was also on benzos and smack. Kinda hard to gauge it properly in that state...

 

[Sprout]

I have all the hiccups : (

On a better note, managed to get hold of some speed today, so I'll soon see how it compares to 3. Expecting it to be more what I want, but we shall see.

Racemic Amphetamine Sulphate is, IMO at least, the gold standard of stimulants. It's so very versatile, whether you need to clean up, write a novel, study for days, or just rush your tits off while chatting utter shite to the neighbour's cat before deciding the exterior of your house needs to be painted bright green.

However that only remains true with pharmaceutical formations and highly pure product - 'Phet is so obscenely impure at the street level, worse than even pub grub 'Cocaine'. A gram of it may only have an actual Amphetamine content of 60 or 70mg.

Pure Amp is a crystalline white solid rather than the reeking sticky mass like chewing gum that eats through sixteen layers of kevlar.

What's the texture and smell like?

 

[SquidInSunglasses]

and what is it you want?

I'm curious to try methamp again, I did it a few times (3 month binge...), but I was also on benzos and smack. Kinda hard to gauge it properly in that state...

Don't really know how to put it into words, but I'll know if I'm getting what I desire at the time. I guess something like a euphoric stimmy high, without the smoothness of 3-FPM, just something raw and powerful.

 

[SquidInSunglasses]

Racemic Amphetamine Sulphate is, IMO at least, the gold standard of stimulants. It's so very versatile, whether you need to clean up, write a novel, study for days, or just rush your tits off while chatting utter shite to the neighbour's cat before deciding the exterior of your house needs to be painted bright green.

However that only remains true with pharmaceutical formations and highly pure product - 'Phet is so obscenely impure at the street level, worse than even pub grub 'Cocaine'. A gram of it may only have an actual Amphetamine content of 60 or 70mg.

Pure Amp is a crystalline white solid rather than the reeking sticky mass like chewing gum that eats through sixteen layers of kevlar.

What's the texture and smell like?

It's clumps of white powder, they break up between your fingers easily, doesn't have much in the way of smell that I can tell.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Wtf is me me on 3-FPM n sending me a novel in an E-mail

Yay Raasy's ban ends today I hope it does.

Awhh im so chilled people.

Evey