Gibberings CCV - I've got kids. I take drugs. I'm proud. Fuck off.

[masaz]

Get it while ya can :D Got a wee bit teary when you posted earlier, is really fuckin nice to see someone that taken by their new kid

 

[SquidInSunglasses]

That time between the guestlist ending and the club actually filling up is always annoying, especially if you show up shpackled. No one wants to be sat around when they're ready and willing to dance.

 

[Eveleivibe]

^yeah I agree. I remember the clubbing days n was so frustrating. We'd go the club when it opemed round 10:30 cause we'd have to pay less n to save queuing in the cold for ages - but it was quiet until midnight.

Evey

 

[Sprout]

That time between the guestlist ending and the club actually filling up is always annoying, especially if you show up shpackled. No one wants to be sat around when they're ready and willing to dance.

If you're sufficiently spangled you should have no issue dancing like a mad cunt on your own - bonus points if there's no music playing.

 

[Cloudie]

I don't like too many people either makes me anxious. You ok? Youdon't say much about yourself n I only seem to see you on here. Why not come onto the Gibberings thread n join the rest of us. Givz is our main social thread. If you struggle with sociak situations you may benefit from it. Obviously it's up to you just saying we've some good threads here n would be ace for you to join us

Evey

Yeah I'm okay :D Yourself?

I'm extremely introverted, and I suffer from anxiety/depression stuff, so I tend to just float around watching! I'll take a look at the thread! :D

 

[SquidInSunglasses]

If you're sufficiently spangled you should have no issue dancing like a mad cunt on your own - bonus points if there's no music playing.

While that is fun, I find 3 and weed leave me receptive to the mood of the room, so I can't just rock out on my own for too long.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Thanks to you all. What a surreal, manic, tear filled day!

I really gotta get some sleep..

Get some sleep, Urby! You're going to be very glad of that in the times ahead. Proud of ye, mate My daughter wasn't bad at sleeping. She'd wake up round 10 pm, 1 pm n 6 am. Then as time went by she slept through 1 pm them 10 pm. The only time shevreally had issue sleeping was when shrbwas teething or if she was not well.

Evey

 

[Sprout]

While that is fun, I find 3 and weed leave me receptive to the mood of the room, so I can't just rock out on my own for too long.

I've been out a few times in the midst of a 3-F binge - I ended up doing the tango with an 86 year old dear in the local pub and later on that night got wiped out by some random young woman trying to reenact the lift scene from Footloose. There was no graceful presentation, she ran at me like a pissed up rhino and gored me. Len Goodman gave us a 1.5.

 

[Arnold]

 

[alasdairm]

I really gotta get some sleep..

you can catch 40 winks in about 8 years

alasdair

 

[Sprout]

5 winks per year without sleep?
That's a pretty shoddy exchange rate.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Sleep whrn baba sleeps xxxx

Evey

 

[Cloudie]

Not sure about you peeps, but I'm definitely now on the best part of the 3-FPM binge. I hate the word 'binge' but what else is it?

I'm sat on my desk beside my window, looking out at the seemingly normal objects morph into all sorts of things.

There are always objects that look like people who are waving at me, and subsequently running into the bushes.

 

[Sprout]

Once you start perceiving everything as human, especially if they're hiding, the brakes should be hit.
Stimulant psychosis is no joke and the #1 sign to get some sleep.

Even if you use the second you wake up, the paranoia, hallucinations and delusional states are almost completely eliminated.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Ok this is going to sound weird other day I was walking down a path n kept hearing some girls chatting yet couldn't see them anywhere. What the eck is thst about n other day I had a headache n was sick. Told a relstive about the headache n being n they're imsisting it was it a migraine n keeps tecting me asking if I'm ok telling me to drink plenty of water n not eat sweet stuff. I said i know whst to bloody n drink when I've a headache. Headache is usually a sign of dehydration I know all this. I'm drinking a pint of Robinson's strawberry n kiwi cordial n it's real nice



Evey

 

[Cloudie]

Once you start perceiving everything as human, especially if they're hiding, the brakes should be hit.
Stimulant psychosis is no joke and the #1 sign to get some sleep.

Even if you use the second you wake up, the paranoia, hallucinations and delusional states are almost completely eliminated.

Interesting. Why human, and the reasons for the nature of hiding?

 

[Sprout]

Hearing low level chatter is typically one of the first signs of progressing stimulant psychosis, if you've hit the point where auditory hallucinations are a concern then you have even more reason to stop using. Trust me on this one: it only gets worse, and rapidly too.

 

[Treacle]

^Agreed. Even a few hours of sleep can make a massive amount of difference, if you take a lot of stimulants. I normally find that my memory goes to absolute shit, before shit gets too weird, and I take that as a sign to have a rest. I've seen shadows, and gotten quite paranoid, on occasion, but I've never really lost it (which is pretty surprising)...

 

[Cloudie]

I will be getting some sleep in a few hours, as I tend to then sleep most of Sunday.

I don't show any fear of, or become anxious toward these things until much later. Currently, it's quite a giggle, but I don't deny that sleep should be sought.

A few weeks ago, I took my binoculars out of the cupboard and said to myself "I bet it'll disappear when I look through these". It was so strange, because it didn't. Then due to focusing on it, the anxiety etc kicked in. It's safe to say I went to bed shortly after.

Makes me chuckle sitting here thinking about it.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Really? I'm giving this up as I know me doing worries someone so I'm coming off this stuff.

Evey