That's great news mate. It will turn your life around. I know I slated meth a bit but my circumstances were different. You'll have loads of spare coin, you won't be worrying all the time whether or not a parcel will show up. No more hating life cos your rattling .....
You'll be sorted mate. I wish you all the luck in the world..
Yeah spinal cortisone/epidural thing was a bit rough and I have got the beginnings of a monster headache (it takes a few days to set in). Started on some low dose pregabs (100mg x 2 per day) and see how this works. Hopefully i won't have to go on the morphine. The doc wanted to put me on a 50mcg/hour fent patch but i fucked that off straight away...
See how it goes really. On light duties at work so no heavy lifting.....
Thanks bro! I really hope so too, I owe it to myself and my mrs/family, I've been a fucking nightmare the last few years, letting my habits spiral out of control, Yea you got it nail on the head mate,
Waiting for packages has become a part of life I no longer want! The fear of one being seized/not showing up and me skint left withdrawing in misery is an all-too-familiar scenario and I'm sick to fucking death of it,
I'm moody and consumed by the need to get 'well' to the point I ignore my gf and she thinks it's because I've lost interest in her, It makes me feel so shit because I don't wanna tell her the 'whole' truth as She thinks I've been clean of h for ages
The lies are getting tough to keep up with and the stress of it all is weighing heavy on me
I just want to be totally honest with her, I can see the toll it's taking and it's so fucking selfish of me!
So hopefully this will be a new beginning
Ahh mate that sounds horrible!! well done for refusing the fent!I was actually gunna suggest dosing up on gabapentin/pregabalin or even a combo of both and some baclofen and clonidine, I would say that would help a fair bit, How bout some ghb/gbl mate? that stuff really helps muscles repair, I reckon it would do your back some favours mate
Glad to seee you are in good form anyway, Much planned for today? or are ya working?