alfredosauce
Bluelighter
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- Sep 27, 2015
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Not to be an ass, but YOU need to be careful. I been through the GBL cycle I was doing between 15-40 ml per day. The withdrawals and euphoria will only get worse. LSD tripping during a strung out GBL binge or during a GBL withdrawal? Maybe that's a good idea to put things in perspective and realize that you're ruining your life. Look I don't usually care about people I usually could care less hearing about people hurting themselves, but after my GBL/GHB hell that I went through I gotta chime in. I was also using amphetamine during the GBL use and this only made problems worse. I would have to take high doses of both to feel normal/good. It wasn't until I stopped did I noticed the harm I was doing. I still have really bad joint/muscular/jaw problems from putting so much stress on my body from it. I hope you don't find yourself in the shoes I was in about 6 months ago.
Here's an update on my GBL situation...
My intake has been ramped up. I'm now taking 3ml 6 times a day. Why I am I taking this? It's given me confidence, making me happy and reducing boredom big time at work. I tried to stop taking it but 8 hours after my last dose I started to get unbelievably anxious. I had to continue using.
My son who is 6 is seeing daddy sleeping on living room and hall floors because of nearly overdosing. My girlfriend is pregnant too and is at the end of her tether. She tried to pour my bottle down the sink but I grabbed it and ran off. I lied to her later by saying a poured it out and I will deal with this addiction issue.
Here is the scary part, I still feel after all of this that I'm still not ready to let go. My friends say I look ill. I hardly sleep. You guys know what G gets like, you end up needing it to sleep and you only get about 5 hours then you are ready for another day. 30 cigarettes a day ar also being consumed. I'm know I should stop but it's a scary thought.
I've ordered amphetamine for Christmas to binge to take my mind of it. I also ordered LSD so I can maybe search into my soul and ask why you I'm doing this.
Please be careful if you experiment with this drug people.