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Fuck Me. Kill Me.

Waffle Sock

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Here I am once again
Immobilized by introspection
Section of affection lessened
I don't want to be here
I don't even know why I'm here
I forgot what I fear.
What is there to feel?
I just want to disappear.
Sometimes I want to kill
Fuck me.
Kill me.
In the eye of the hurricane of existential torment
fury of the storm
N' The volatile beast lies dormant
What am I supposed to be doing?
The hatred is brewing.
Kicking up lava
Digging in its heels brooding
A lot of Snot from its nostrils
Situation just got hostile
Pacify myself with the thought that nothing matters
Psyche clouded with nefarious mental chatter
Gather my thoughts before my fragile sanity shatters
Fuvk me.
Kill me
Thrown into this randomness.
Ugly disguised by my handsomeness.
I don't care.
Return myself to the dust.
By my own accord, if I must.
Prolonging the pain is unjust.
Thus My other mode wants to kill as many of you motherfuvkers as I can
Understand that I will be only one man
With the blood of many on my hands
The thought of my existence will be wiped away like footprints in the sand
My shallow memory fades into oblivion
Given its a shadow of a fractional dividend
I cannot express my enmity for this abomination.
FUCK your ideals and your idols.
Fuck your rule.
Fuck your civilization.
Fucj me
Kill me
I don't want to be here.
Fuck you. FÛC|< EVERYTHING
 
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Dude that was so well written

It is so good

Sorry; drunk as fuck

A better critique coming later
 
Basically I cannot do a better critique

But I wanted to make a philosophical statement through a similar veined piece of literature

Will post soon

Fuck me
Kill me
 
I have this theory about the "fuck kill rape" instinct

I believe there is like a V shape

in psychology

imagine

that on one side of the V

the \ side

there is HATRED AND MURDER

hate/fuck/kill/rape instinct

want to destruct onesself and the entire race, if all other species too

and the earth itself

the "death instinct" according to freud

on the / side

there is LOVE/HAPPINESS/CONTENTMENT

and all its "DELUSIONAL HAPPINESS" - this is a concept I write about and WILL WRITE MUCH MORE about in my novel

TRUTH BE TOLD I do belive in this dichotomy to a LARGE degree

and then AT THE BOTTOM OF THE V

THERE IS A SINGULARITY

called "DEPRESSION"

and all its psychological manifestations

people are ballless

and I have been at times too

and they can't choose HATRED

or LOVE

and / or they feel UNABLE/INCAPABLE of it

and they choose DEPRESSION over it
 
that is basically the VIBE of whatever literature I was going to come up wtih


"PABLO" and I have drank over 50% of a handle of 40%

forgive me
 
So the depressed are "balless" essentiallu cowardly accordinh to your theory?
 
Hmm i wouldn't call it safe or mediocre. Not from my perspective. More volatile than anything.

Your example of the derivation of happiness differs from my ideal, as yours seem to be influenced more by personal experiences with individual people; Mine is with existence and civilization. So our resolutions would differ. By our i mean ppl and their various predicaments idk. Kinda outta my mind right now hopefully all this makes since

Id say that i am at the midpoint of the \ of the V..

Oh and hi TNW
 
You're good waff. No bout adout it lol.
I'll write up a poem later today or something.
I usually just like freestyling w/e comes off the top of my crazy ass-head ;) word play.
TTYL

-HOOD

Edit.. happiness to me is Juicy J's definition of "trippy"
 
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APPRECIAYE that HOOd. yea I'm gonna experiment with poems and short stories henceforth. I might drop a few lines for the Freestyling thread

Looking forward to the poem
 
Fuck me kill me
Hate me leave me
Rape my corpse in the copse
Rate my grief and my cope
Destroy the theologians
Destroy the leaders
Fuck life
Kill death
 
Fuck me kill me
Where is waffle sock?
What happened to brother zero?
Bring me back to this state one day
When I am dying
Fuck me kill me
 
Human remains in a beaker a tray and a coffee pot
All which were partially dissolved in a margarine container, which had engine fluid in it
it smelled very awful
fuck me kill me
 
Fuck me
Ride my impaler
Kill me already
I'm a failure
Look me in my eyes
Feel the pain of my demise
Disguised in silent cries
Surprised I'm still alive
Kill me
Cut me
Stab me
Crush me
Grab me
Fuck me
Hold me closely
Eyelids heavy
Slowly OD
I am ready
Fuck me
Kill me
 
Fuck me right?
What have I done to you?
Devour me from the inside
Sliced tongue - i cannot speak
I cannot see thru my bleeding eyes
I cannot feel with my crushed hands
My heart is deceased
My mind warped.
The PAIN
Just fucking destroy me
O kill me Please. Fuck me
KILL ME
 
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