To be honest I don't have to have the surgeries that soon. It can wait for now but I can't start back at the clinic I'd have to go daily and Id lose my job. So I only have so much saved. It's gotta be around 500mg maybe more. My brain hurts too much to add it up. This is how I tapered..
Day 1-took 90mh, Day 2-90mg, Day 3-85, Day 4-75, Day 5-65, 55, 45, 35, 25, 15, 10, 5, 4, 3, then zero so I tapered for 2 weeks and it's been zero since then. This has been a month of pure hell and I broke. But if I could he off this shit I can get the surgeries and meds I need. This is how I came to be on MMT to start my pain dr just disappeared overnight and I couldn't get into a new dr in time so most of us ended up at the clinic. I finally have insurance and the wait list is about 4 weeks so if I come off this I can be seen. In this area pain Dr's won't take MMT patients. They told me I had to see an addiction dr. So I found one and he only prescribes suboxone. And he's not a pain dr. He only prescribes suboxone. And my insurance only covers that for 3 months the zip.
I will gladly answer any questions that could help me get a better plan. I thought I had the perfect plan but clearly that was flawed.