SoonAJunkie
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- Jul 21, 2013
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hi...a month ago I had a truly heavy dmt trip.I loaded the pipe with a lot of dmt,and smoked it.I broke through very hard. I am sure that I experienced sever ego death,but it started wearing off... The first days after that trip,I felt like the whole world was a lie. That nothing existed.During the dmt trip,I felt like shit,I got extremely tired, I wanted to sleep but didn't know what sleep is,who i am,who my friends and parents are...I don't remember the visuals at all,they were so different from my other dmt trips.I felt like I was dying and born again and again and again....
Now after that trip, I realized that ignorance is a bliss. I'm trying to be as normal as possible, I started watching football again, make friends again,get a girlfriend (that's hard hahahaha), and generally be a normal person with an average life...Needless to say that I have quitted all drugs,well,for now I'm sure I won't do any drugs,let alone dmt...My trip was so terrifying, I was god himself for 15 minutes, I knew everything I Was everything...
Can someone please tell me what to do to make the trip wear off completely.... I don't wanna feel like I don't exist,or life is a lie,it's driving me crazy....
Sorry for the long post
Now after that trip, I realized that ignorance is a bliss. I'm trying to be as normal as possible, I started watching football again, make friends again,get a girlfriend (that's hard hahahaha), and generally be a normal person with an average life...Needless to say that I have quitted all drugs,well,for now I'm sure I won't do any drugs,let alone dmt...My trip was so terrifying, I was god himself for 15 minutes, I knew everything I Was everything...
Can someone please tell me what to do to make the trip wear off completely.... I don't wanna feel like I don't exist,or life is a lie,it's driving me crazy....
Sorry for the long post